A healthy mind is important. It must be fed with a proper diet. My diet most likely is different from almost everyone else's diet. When my mind hungers for the food it warrants to be healthy, I am happy. When I allow distractions to get in the way of my mental health, I question my reasonings. Part of my mind's reasonings is to put others first. I sometimes question if certain others have been placed in my path to alter my vision of life negatively to my own hurt. I have lost much of my personal happiness from such incidental things,
but try to learn from the experiences as best I can. My desire to succeed in worldly things has somewhat diminished over the past decade or two. My mind, heart, and soul are of much more importance to me the older I get.
It is the "putting away of childish things" that seems to defy happiness, yet brings contentment to my soul the older I get. I came into this world naked with nothing and am readying myself to leave the same way. I hope to have touched a life here and there along my path in a positive manner, but yearn to meet people that would understand me easier and better. That seems to be a hopeless cause, so I have tried to get accustomed to just being different. Treating others the way I would have them treat me is important, but I would rather I could treat them divinely if at all possible. I have accepted my failures and am trying to correct the things I can with what time I have left. If the distractions would go away or become much less I would attempt a book that few would most likely read. It would, however, bring me much joy knowing I tried.