lately when I've been listening to music,
its like putting myself into a trance. its like the electric signals in my body dance and flow in resonance with the music, it becomes me and I become it. it really has been both my escape and savior from the world lately. I feel like I'm not a complete person until I can respond to the music, until I can communicate back. I desperately want to learn how to dance. I think it would be a catharsis unlike any other, where I can lose myself and my body can become one with the patterns of the song.
I imagine it wouldn't be so much like a response to the music actually, it would feel almost like the music is coming from me. like the song would be a recipe that I would follow, a key that could help me unlock and release the deepest feelings of my being and present them to the entire world around me.
sorry to go off on such a rant, but this is something I've been thinking a lot about lately