The sound of desperate INFJ (or perhaps INTJ)?
6th Symphony of Tchaikovsky. (You can find it on YouTube if you'd really want to hear it).
I even have a personal interpretation for this Symphony (since Tchaikovsky is said to be homosexual + 6th Symphony is a personal confession of author):
1. Adagio. Allegro non troppo - The shock and relief of coming out with his sexuality (the "true nature of myself" as he calls it). Now he is settled with his own identity.
2. Allegro con grazia - Time of wandering. Searching for people who'd help him and possibly have a romance with. It is a calm part, but it has a disturbing "buzzing" sound in the background. Like he didn't overcome the fear of exposure and it is buzzing him all the time.
3. Allegro molto vivace - The expression of own frustrations which probably existed along with the relief of part 2. It is a shout of desperate man who wants to find a helpful hand, but the only thing he can express is an ironic story of anger and pride. Definitely freaking out.
4. Finale: Adagio Lamentoso - This is the part when reality comes and the author stands face to face with his situation. He feels unmasked, hopeless, as he is not able to trust anyone, feeling guilty because of how religion treats people with "his nature". This is also a story of an old man who has no hopes about the world around him.This is definitely the sound of a deep depression, a fight that was lost. Maybe it's also a sound of suicidal thoughts, but I'm not sure.