I'm currently at a party which I didn't want to come to, but ended up going to because I care for the person. And instead of trying to socialize, I really can't be bothered. Usually, I'm very good at pretending to be outgoing and initiating conversations, but a part of me is just going, "No!". I think a part of the reason is that the person whose party it is is just hanging around their friends(this person is family) but it's a small house party with around 20 people. I feel like I can't relate to any of them. So I guess what I want to know is, have you ever shut down like this? And what could be the reasons behind this? It's not like I'm anxious or anything, just not bothered.