Doing what I just did...I suddenly had an extremely huge urge to just go out and experience the lovely day...Alone.
It was around 4:30pm and it was beginning to get dark, I arrived at the woods and the wind was howling, the clouds were moving fast in the sky and a sense of freedom was blowing past me, I continued walking down a pathway that was in the open and the wind pushed against my back almost as if it was saying. "This way, go." There were 200ft tree's beside me bending in the wind and making creeking sounds as they whistled in the wind. It was getting darker and darker and I felt a rush tingle through my body, a very animilistic feeling of getting lost and being vunerable. I calmed down and continued to walk through the dark tunnel of tree's I was now in, my hood up and my hands in my pockets. I went up a few steep paths and came across a big field, in this field was a bench, the bench was low down and it had it's back to the woods, I had a really big urge to sit on it, it begun raining as I walked towards it and the wind continued to push me around in the right direction. I sat down and almost felt like crying, I closed my eyes and took a few deep breathes and took in the scenery, I studied the clouds for a good 10 minutes. After sitting down for 15 minutes I got up once again and had a trek back to the path I was originally on. I walked to the lakes and sat down and stared at the water as the wind made it ripple like an ocean, 2 swans were on the middle on this little island and they were helping eachother make a nest for the night. I decided it was getting a bit too dark and I wouldn't be able to find my way home soon if I didn't leave. I walked down this very dark and long tree tunnel and heard the birds singing around me, the wind pushing against my face and the slight glimmers of light cutting through the tree's. I felt a sense of being unfearful, nothing was going to bother me so I walked through the middle of the path and never bothered turning around to check...I never saw a single person.
