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At the risk of beating a dead horse...
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Just last week RPJ wrote here on the Grail about new clinical trials on the use of psilocybin – the entheogenic chemical in ‘magic mushrooms’ – as a treatment for depression.

These trials are just the latest step in the ‘rehabilitation’ of psychedelics as genuine psychiatric tools, as they were in the mid-20th century before the ‘war on drugs’ demonized them and made them illegal.

Some of those previous steps in bringing psychedelic treatment back in from the cold have included trials testing MDMA (the chemical in ‘Ecstasy’) as a treatment for post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), and the use of psilocybin in palliative care to help patients come to terms with their impending death.

The short film below, “Life, Death, and Psychedelics”, provides a wonderful inside-look at the ways in which people have benefited from these trials.

Psychedelic drugs like MDMA and psilocybin are increasingly being used to treat difficult mental health issues like PTSD, and for palliative care.
The field of psychedelic therapy emerged in the U.S in the 1950s, but the drugs were banned in the 1970s by the federal government and set back the exploration of these therapies.

More recently, a resurgence in scientific research has renewed interest in the potential of these drugs in controlled treatment settings.
Neha speaks with a veteran about how MDMA helped him overcome crippling PTSD and visits a woman whose husband found relief from the anxiety related to his terminal illness after one dose of psilocybin.



To learn more about psychedelic therapies, be sure to visit the website of MAPS (the Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies), who have been a driving force behind this psychedelic renaissance – by raising awareness, funding, and other methods of support – for decades.
 
I really hope we get a proper explanation of the measurement effect at some point.

I'm holding out my speculations on the causal influence of consciousness, because there's a part of me that thinks 'yeah, but I bet they come up with an expmanation that makes rational sense this century'.

It’s got to be extra-dimensional in a direction we can’t travel or view.
It could be that it’s not another particle at all but rather the same one seen by us as two with some kind of impossible instant connection (entanglement) that any distance we can measure doesn’t effect - to us it appears to violate to speed of light.
But what looks like two particles to us could just be the distortion caused by our incomplete viewpoint perhaps?
 
Anything new going in this year?
It’s been a mess here too...all of December and January it rains and gets thick frost on everything...then February it’s snowing all month off and on...today was actually sunny for the first time in a few weeks but it was still around freezing outside.
Climate change...

Raspberries, more blackberries and more grapes.
 
@John K

I just wanted to say thank you for your lovely and kind words you posted up the other day.
You always have wonderful suggestions on the next direction to wander in, or support and empathy for so many people on the forum besides myself.
It helps to hear that one or two things I post or say have helped someone or shown them the tools to help themselves...so thank you most graciously.
You have your own struggles and things that cause you pain...if I can ever help or offer myself as a vent for anything please don’t hesitate.
I am lucky to call you a friend!

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Raspberries, more blackberries and more grapes.

Nice!
I’ve thought about grapes once or twice...they fairly easy to grow for you?

I’m thinking of getting a bunch of blueberry bushes this year and putting them all along one side of the house.
I know they take a couple years sometimes to establish their roots before they produce fruit, but they usually make something...so if I have enough bushes...?
Probably won’t do any vegetables this year, maybe just some tomatoes...IDK...the ultimate plan is to eventually have a couple raised beds along one side of the backyard...but there are a million other things that take precedence over those...so...someday maybe...planting them in the ground here is just too much work...the soil here is very wild...lots of weeds and seeds and all kinds of shit that just grows out of nowhere, haha, but also full of insects that like to eat my plants...so yeah.
Take care!
 
@John K

I just wanted to say thank you for your lovely and kind words you posted up the other day.
You always have wonderful suggestions on the next direction to wander in, or support and empathy for so many people on the forum besides myself.
It helps to hear that one or two things I post or say have helped someone or shown them the tools to help themselves...so thank you most graciously.
You have your own struggles and things that cause you pain...if I can ever help or offer myself as a vent for anything please don’t hesitate.
I am lucky to call you a friend!

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Thank you for such kind words Skare. And thanks again for the help you gave me to restart meditating.

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Nice!
I’ve thought about grapes once or twice...they fairly easy to grow for you?

I’m thinking of getting a bunch of blueberry bushes this year and putting them all along one side of the house.
I know they take a couple years sometimes to establish their roots before they produce fruit, but they usually make something...so if I have enough bushes...?
Probably won’t do any vegetables this year, maybe just some tomatoes...IDK...the ultimate plan is to eventually have a couple raised beds along one side of the backyard...but there are a million other things that take precedence over those...so...someday maybe...planting them in the ground here is just too much work...the soil here is very wild...lots of weeds and seeds and all kinds of shit that just grows out of nowhere, haha, but also full of insects that like to eat my plants...so yeah.
Take care!

Grapes aren't hard to grow but they require maintenance and planning if you want a good and consistent crop that doesn't take over your whole yard. Blueberries would probably take a few years but you might get lucky. They do better if you have more than one kind so they can cross pollinate. It took a couple years for me to get blackberries and grapes so there's definitely a time investment involved.
 
Grapes aren't hard to grow but they require maintenance and planning if you want a good and consistent crop that doesn't take over your whole yard. Blueberries would probably take a few years but you might get lucky. They do better if you have more than one kind so they can cross pollinate. It took a couple years for me to get blackberries and grapes so there's definitely a time investment involved.

Thanks for the tips!
Yeah, I knew about the blueberries...I hear they are pretty notorious for taking their sweet time establishing a big root system before really fruiting...but I’m not planning on going anywhere anytime soon...
? lol
It’s funny you talk about grapes taking over...our neighbor down the road has their entire driveway covered in framing for their grapes to grow over.
Very pretty when it’s all green...very bare in the winter...seems like there would be a lot of crap that would fall on your car(s), not to mention wasps and yellow jackets...ugh...damn things.
You would probably totally love their garden though...but yes, they are always working in it.
I may plant one or two sometime and see what happens.
If we don’t move the fence line up then I’m going to put up a trellis with some kind of climbing something to partially block the window eventually.
 
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LOL
That is a good one!

Thank you too Wyote for all the support and friendship you have offered to me over the years.
I appreciate your insight and you’ve helped me get through some rather difficult times, usually unbeknownst to you at the time, though not always. ;)
You are a kind and decent person to the core.
Thank you for that!
 
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LOL
That is a good one!

Thank you too Wyote for all the support and friendship you have offered to me over the years.
I appreciate your insight and you’ve helped me get through some rather difficult times, usually unbeknownst to you at the time, though not always. ;)
You are a kind and decent person to the core.
Thank you for that!

Aww shucks :)
Nice avi btw heh heh heh
 



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30 Quotes of Genius


“The Church says: the body is a sin.
Science says: the body is a machine.
Advertising says: The body is a business.
The Body says: I am a fiesta.”

― Eduardo Galeano, Walking Words



“The first step — especially for young people with energy and drive and talent, but not money
— the first step to controlling your world is to control your culture.
To model and demonstrate the kind of world you demand to live in.
To write the books.
Make the music.
Shoot the films.
Paint the art.”

― Chuck Palahniuk



“You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile the world goes on.
Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
are moving across the landscapes,
over the prairies and the deep trees,
the mountains and the rivers.
Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
are heading home again.
Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
the world offers itself to your imagination,
calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting –
over and over announcing your place
in the family of things.”

― Mary Oliver, Dream Work



“What labels me, negates me.”

― Søren Kierkegaard




“The millions are awake enough for physical labor; but only one in a million is awake enough for effective intellectual exertion,
only one in a hundred million to a poetic or divine life.
To be awake is to be alive.
I have never yet met a man who was quite awake.
How could I have looked him in the face?

We must learn to reawaken and keep ourselves awake, not by mechanical aids,
but by an infinite expectation of the dawn, which does not forsake us in our soundest sleep.
I know of no more encouraging fact than the unquestionable ability of man to elevate his life by conscious endeavor.”

―Henry David Thoreau, Walden



“A slave is one who waits for someone to come and free him.”

― Ezra Pound




“The more you suffer the deeper grows your character,
and with the deepening of your character you read the more penetratingly into the secrets of life.
All great artists, all great religious leaders,
and all great social reformers have come out of the intensest struggles which they fought bravely,
quite frequently in tears and with bleeding hearts.”

― D.T. Suzuki, Essays in Buddhism, First Series



“How wrong is it for a woman to expect the man to build the world she wants, rather than to create it herself?”

― Anaïs Nin



“Art and love are the same thing: It’s the process of seeing yourself in things that are not you.”

— Chuck Klosterman, Killing Yourself to Live: 85% of a True Story



“For those who believe in God, most of the big questions are answered.
But for those of us who can’t readily accept the God formula, the big answers don’t remain stone-written.
We adjust to new conditions and discoveries.
We are pliable.
Love need not be a command nor faith a dictum.
I am my own god.
We are here to unlearn the teachings of the church, state, and our educational system.
We are here to drink beer.
We are here to kill war.
We are here to laugh at the odds and live our lives so well that Death will tremble to take us.”

― Charles Bukowski



“The evil that is in the world always comes of ignorance, and good intentions may do as much harm as malevolence, if they lack understanding.
On the whole, men are more good than bad; that, however, isn’t the real point.
But they are more or less ignorant, and it is this that we call vice or virtue;
the most incorrigible vice being that of an ignorance that fancies it knows everything and therefore claims for itself the right to kill.
The soul of the murderer is blind; and there can be no true goodness nor true love without the utmost clear-sightedness.”

― Albert Camus, The Plague



“Do not believe.
Ideology has poisoned this planet.
Ideology is bankrupt.
It’s a skin game.
It’s a shell game. . . .
It is beneath your dignity, as a body, to get mixed up in ideology.
I mean, after all, where is it writ large that talking monkeys should understand the nature of being anyway?
So belief is an incredible cop-out on intellectual truth-seeking – because belief precludes believing in its opposite and so this is a self-limitation.
You become your own cop.
And the ideologies of the 20th century are so shoddy and hobbled-together, or toxic to human values, that they’re not worth believing in anyway.”

― Terence McKenna



“Words are not just wind.
Words have something to say.
But if what they have to say is not fixed, then do they really say something?
Or do they say nothing?
People suppose that words are different from the peeps of baby birds, but is there any difference, or isn’t there?”

― Zhuangzi, Chuang Tzu: Basic Writings



“Advice?
I don’t have advice.
Stop aspiring and start writing.
If you’re writing, you’re a writer.
Write like you’re a goddamn death row inmate and the governor is out of the country and there’s no chance for a pardon.
Write like you’re clinging to the edge of a cliff, white knuckles, on your last breath,
and you’ve got just one last thing to say, like you’re a bird flying over us and you can see everything,
and please, for God’s sake, tell us something that will save us from ourselves.
Take a deep breath and tell us your deepest, darkest secret, so we can wipe our brow and know that we’re not alone.
Write like you have a message from the king.
Or don’t.
Who knows, maybe you’re one of the lucky ones who doesn’t have to.”

― Alan Watts



“We enter solitude, in which also we lose loneliness…

True solitude is found in the wild places, where one is without human obligation.

One’s inner voices become audible.
One feels the attraction of one’s most intimate sources.

In consequence, one responds more clearly to other lives.
The more coherent one becomes within oneself as a creature, the more fully one enters into the communion of all creatures.”

― Wendell Berry, What are People For?



“As a poet I hold the most archaic values on earth.
They go back to the upper Paleolithic: the fertility of the soil, the magic of animals,
the power-vision in solitude, the terrifying initiation and rebirth, the love and ecstasy of the dance, the common work of the tribe.
I try to hold both history and wilderness in mind,
that my poems may approach the true measure of things and stand against the unbalance and ignorance of our times.”

― Gary Snyder



“I am a Humanist, or Freethinker, as were my parents and grandparents and great grandparents — and so not a Christian.
By being a Humanist, I am honoring my mother and father, which the Bible tells us is a good thing to do.

But I say with all my American ancestors,
“If what Jesus said was good, and so much of it was absolutely beautiful, what does it matter if he was God or not?”

If Christ hadn’t delivered the Sermon on the Mount, with its message of mercy and pity, I wouldn’t want to be a human being.

I would just as soon be a rattlesnake.

Revenge provokes revenge which provokes revenge which provokes revenge —
forming an unbroken chain of death and destruction linking nations of today to barbarous tribes of thousands and thousands of years ago.”

― Kurt Vonnegut, If This Isn’t Nice, What Is?: Advice to the Young



“I don’t know how to fix the system, but I am pretty sure that one of the ingredients is kindness.
I think of kindness not only as the moral virtue of volunteering at a soup kitchen or even of living your life to help as many other people as possible,
but also as an epistemic virtue.
Epistemic kindness is kind of like humility. Kindness to ideas you disagree with.
Kindness to positions you want to dismiss as crazy and dismiss with insults and mockery.
Kindness that breaks you out of your own arrogance,
makes you realize the truth is more important than your own glorification, especially when there’s a lot at stake.”

Scott Alexander



“What, if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you:
‘This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more’ …
Would you not throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus?
Or have you once experienced a tremendous moment when you would have answered him:
‘You are a god and never have I heard anything more divine.”

― Friedrich Nietzsche, The Gay Science


“He who does not answer the questions has passed the test.”

— Franz Kafka



“Silence before being born, silence after death: life is nothing but noise between two unfathomable silences.”

― Isabel Allende, Paula



“The tree which moves some to tears of joy is in the eyes of others only a green thing that stands in the way.
Some see nature all ridicule and deformity… and some scarce see nature at all.
But to the eyes of the man of imagination, nature is imagination itself.”

― William Blake



“There is only one thing that arouses animals more than pleasure, and that is pain.
Under torture you are as if under the dominion of those grasses that produce visions.
Everything you have heard told, everything you have read returns to your mind, as if you were being transported, not toward heaven, but toward hell. Under torture you say not only what the inquisitor wants,
but also what you imagine might please him, because a bond (this, truly, diabolical) is established between you and him.”

― Umberto Eco, The Name of the Rose



“Even broken in spirit as he is, no one can feel more deeply than he does the beauties of nature.
The starry sky, the sea, and every sight afforded by these wonderful regions, seems still to have the power of elevating his soul from earth.
Such a man has a double existence: he may suffer misery, and be overwhelmed by disappointments; yet, when he has retired into himself,
he will be like a celestial spirit that has a halo around him, within whose circle no grief or folly ventures.”

― Mary Shelley, Frankenstein




“A lot of our ideas about what we can do at different ages and what age means are so arbitrary — as arbitrary as sexual stereotypes.
I think that the young-old polarization and the male-female polarization are perhaps the two leading stereotypes that imprison people.
The values associated with youth and with masculinity are considered to be the human norms,
and anything else is taken to be at least less worthwhile or inferior.
Old people have a terrific sense of inferiority.
They’re embarrassed to be old.
What you can do when you’re young and what you can do when you’re old is as arbitrary
and without much basis as what you can do if you’re a woman or what you can do if you’re a man.”

― Susan Sontag, Susan Sontag: The Complete Rolling Stone Interview



“The assumption that animals are without rights and the illusion that our treatment of them
has no moral significance is a positively outrageous example of Western crudity and barbarity.
Universal compassion is the only guarantee of morality.”

― Arthur Schopenhauer, On The Basis of Morality



“All that you touch
You Change.

All that you Change
Changes you.

The only lasting truth
is Change.

God
is Change.”

― Octavia E. Butler



“Sitting there on the heather, on our planetary grain, I shrank from the abysses that opened up on every side, and in the future.
The silent darkness, the featureless unknown, were more dread than all the terrors that imagination had mustered.
Peering, the mind could see nothing sure, nothing in all human experience to be grasped as certain,
except uncertainty itself; nothing but obscurity gendered by a thick haze of theories.
Man’s science was a mere mist of numbers; his philosophy but a fog of words.
His very perception of this rocky grain and all its wonders was but a shifting and a lying apparition.
Even oneself, that seeming-central fact, was a mere phantom, so deceptive,
that the most honest of men must question his own honesty, so insubstantial that he must even doubt his very existence.”

― Olaf Stapledon, Star Maker



“To make biological survival possible, Mind at Large has to be funneled through the reducing valve of the brain and nervous system.
What comes out at the other end is a measly trickle of the kind of consciousness
which will help us to stay alive on the surface of this particular planet.
To formulate and express the contents of this reduced awareness,
man has invented and endlessly elaborated those symbol-systems and implicit philosophies which we call languages.
Every individual is at once the beneficiary and the victim of the linguistic tradition into which he or she has been born —
the beneficiary inasmuch as language gives access to the accumulated records of other people’s experience,
the victim in so far as it confirms him in the belief that reduced awareness is the only awareness and as it be-devils his sense of reality,
so that he is all too apt to take his concepts for data, his words for actual things.”

― Aldous Huxley, The Doors of Perception



“I am nothing.
I’ll never be anything.
I couldn’t want to be something.
Apart from that, I have in me all the dreams in the world.”

― Fernando Pessoa


 
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