- MBTI
- INFP-A
I used to have panic attacks before going to school as a teen. Sometimes I would dry heave multiple times due to anxiety and nausea. My body was telling me that something felt really wrong but there was nothing I could do except to suck it up and go to school. I wish I could go back in time and meet a cool girl who could have been my companion throughout high school. Than I wouldn't have suffered in silence. High school can really suck for a sensitive guy surrounded by conformist jocks who only care about playing football, getting drunk and getting laid. I was too small to play football, I hated alcohol and girls looked right through me because I wasn't cool. I was the quintessential miserable invisible high school kid. Good times.
It was a really rough time... I missed 6 months of school in my last year of high school because of the terrible life situation. My grades suffered a lot and I'm still a bit sad about that. Definitely not proud of the grades! Sometimes I wonder how life would have been without all that... Fortunately it's all better now (in someways) and never have to go back!