Yeah it used to happen quite frequently, but I began to dissolve the idea that close friends ever mattered, the people I was closest to always had 'their' person, you know, the person they would call up crying about issues? It was never me. I was always the second best, or perhaps, the last resort. So I just began to understand that even if I enjoy someone's company over everyone else's yet it isn't mutual, that probably means I need to find more friends. So that's what I've been doing....
always had 'their' person, you know, the person they would call up crying about issues? It was never me. I was always the second best, or perhaps, the last resort.
It usually goes the reverse for me. Where someone concideres me a best friend, and I don't concider them a best friend. I won't become close with someone unless I know the feelings are recriprocated, so it almost never happens with me. Come to think of it, I don't think it has ever happened *knock on wood*.
I think I'm disposable
Ohhh yeah. I'm like the well that people come to take a refreshing drink from when they're bored of playing with their real friends.
It hurt when I first figured out what was going on. Especially with one guy who I considered to be my best friend, but it's just life. Can't change other people. Just gotta keep doing my dance and looking on the bright side.