Recent content by Vilku

youre wrong. this is my dream. err, i mean nightmare. why else would everyone in my dream be living in different planets? why else can people only partly see what i project into this reality?

for me, hitler and jesus. the more i dwell about what they mustve been thinking, what their mindset is, the more i realize im just like them. both infj's, hitle 6w5 sx so, jesus 2w1 sx sp. although hitler could be an enfj? (infj's style of major influence is a more shady super understanding...

it seriously baffles me and makes me wonder if i am an infj after all, that i really, find entp's more emotional than myself. it could perhaps be because im diagnosed with "psychotic personality" that really dulls my feelings, or maybe, as ridiculous as it sounds, i could be an intp. are...

i think types with Ni rather than Si and introversion rather than extroversion have a tendency for hsp. only it tends to come differently for each type. like an istp hsp would be hypersensitive to being watched by other people. whereas isfp hsp would be hypersensitive to what other people think...

sounds very different than what i have with my esfp mother, for us our relationship is more of the superficial kind cause shes an so sp. so ive always found it very hard to connect to her at all.

no, no one deserves the shit thrown at them, but its kind of the eye for an eye mentality justice that people are messed up who do evil. think of it as, that theres one law in this universe; resist evil. fail, and you become one yourself, and being on that side of fence is pure torture (aka...

i have noticed an annoying trait about myself which has to do with learning. its that, i simply cannot seem to learn _anything_ from the outside world. i must always come to the conclusions by myself, even if theres a piece of truth right in front of me, because it wasnt specifically...

ive come so far, tried to find inspiration to life from psychology the past few years. before that it was mere intelligence. then ive browsed through several religions, christianity, jediism, buddhism, thelema and taoism. yet somehow none of these seem to quite match my heart. the closest...

i had an interesting dream last night, as usual, while i was dreaming of being child again and shopping for food, i knew i was dreaming, and then i thought of the interesting world i could wake up to if i so desired. Well so i did, i had a gaming machine in my mind how interesting it would be...

i think i have too much of it. To the point its really crippling me and dissociating my head into thousands of shards, which makes it really hard for me to even see that sensitivity. Its like im blind to it, as if i didnt believe into its existence. I know i have it, but i still find it hard to...

very well. Voices ive already learned: garrus (mass effect, but unfortunately ive also forgotten this voice due not practicing it) krogan (the poet krogan to be specific, mass effect, ive been fluent in krogan ever since i learned it to this day, with a hint of australian accent due my taste)...

i want to be the most emotionally expressive musician, thus the bethoven of my own time and to voice act in the most popular video games in a significant role. Not arrogant, just know my potential. And i also want to find my soulmate, which is the top prority of those three.

i would hope you are right, but i cant recall any empires in history who had anything good rising out of their ashes. Perhaps it is indeed time for the so sp dominance in usa to be toppled off. That reminds me of indias national motto being something related to the so sx's agenda of truth and...

Rampant.

hate to break it, but no, thats not happening. Manipulativeness is innate to so sp, sx so and sp sx cultures, and the shift to better options can only happen by a collapse. Sure there are small hippy (so sx) reserves but nothing phenomenal. There do exist countries dominated by the good side...