Very frequently I tell myself that "I'm this, I'm that" etc etc. However right now I'm feeling like I've never known myself completely. I have no sense of values and don't give a damn about anything or anyone and I don't want to feel like that. Who am I? I'm not expecting anyone to give me an answer to this absurd question but rather I would like to rephrase it, who are we? Why do we kill each other, why are we greedy, why do we have feelings-emotions and most important why are we so damn imperfect? At the same token how is it possible that we as humans possess one of the most precious feelings such as love? Is there such thing as world peace when in fact there will always be fools whose ambition will corrupt the world once more. Is it worth dying for? even for the illusion that someday we will be living in peace as brothers and sisters, am I to naive to think this?
Then after writing at all this I'm feeling angry that my friend isn't answering me to my calls and gradually I start to feel like I want to hate her because she's making me feel bad, is this how it all starts? by our own emotions?
Then after writing at all this I'm feeling angry that my friend isn't answering me to my calls and gradually I start to feel like I want to hate her because she's making me feel bad, is this how it all starts? by our own emotions?