Yes! The universe is speaking to you and your Dad is seeking you through these songs seemingly randomly showing up just in time for you to hear and connect.
Sigh... it's all so awesomely magnificent it's hard for to grasp sometimes.
I sat back and listened to the song I was meant to hear and sure it tugged a bit at my heart...but mostly I grinned like a lunatic and said "Bill...look at what you're doing! You're creating magic like the magician you've always been". :love:
You might try stating out loud...."Dad. I invite you to come be with me in whatever fashion is suitable for me to experience." Then sit back and relax with music that has no words in it. Like I told efromm....some of that new age woowoo shit. Hahahahaha.
Sit back with no expectations....as if you were watching a movie for the first time...and see what unfolds for you.
Isn't this an amazing time to be alive?
Glad that I could pass that along.
I know what it’s like to lose a Parent, but not a lover, I am so, so, sorry Kgal.
Things have been really intense lately…intense is the right word because it isn’t all pleasant…in fact, it is downright painful to the
core.
Like everyone else (subjective of course…I’m not trying to compare my problems to your loss!), it seems that I’ve really had some things challenging what I consider to be my own personal worth, and value as both a member of society, but also as a human.
Sometimes I feel devastated with sadness and appalled with the world and how I both affect it and am affected by it…how I fit into it all, or lack thereof.
I know there is a reason for it all, but you don’t rationalize staying in a burning house…you run out. And yet, here I stand…in my burning house…trying to put it out, and telling myself "it will all be okay.”
And something tells me deep down that it will be okay…and I feel a peacefulness.
Everything that I need, has been provided.
And I snap myself out of it, after so much crying…you know, crying like meditation raises your Dopamine levels…(sometimes it’s the best meditation!)…so when you are feeling hyperemotional or cry at that really touching Alpo Dog Food commercial…it’s probably because you NEED more dopamine…and so, your body provides.
That is pretty amazing to me…but also frustrating.
But also through all this…I have never felt more open…more happy, more out of body, out of my head, but also more grounded all at once.
What I find particularly interesting too, is I am not the only one going through this right now…it seems we all are.
So even though, things aren’t looking up right now….at least I can draw some sort of comfort that I am not alone…that there must be a reason if so many people are being affected.
I am sorry that you had to lose someone.
That is far beyond any of my own issues, and please let me know if I can do anything.
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Thanks for your Japanese AI music videos!
Thanks @
Skarekrow for all the awesome vids, don't have to put any effort into finding some interesting videos to watch on a Friday Night haha =]
Glad you like it!
I try to post up interesting things! Sometimes it can be a challenge to find interesting videos, that are still rooted in science somewhat and are not just way the fuck out there in crazy town…lolololol.
Thanks for watching, feel free to post up videos and stories!
We are being tested on how we handle loss. So, pay attention to the little things you lose.
I've lost a total of 5 people in my life this year ,so far, but being able to assist in their transitions and being given the opportunity to "walk them upstairs" has really helped me cope well with it. I understand...this is a time where quite a few are at their exit points and chose/are choosing to take them.
It is shocking and painful.
I am sorry that you lost so many people.
That is such a difficult process to witness and take part in…nothing exhausts you more physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually, than being with someone when they pass.
I hope you are doing alright?
Things have just been hanging on by threads here…but they are hanging on nonetheless.
Sending you good thoughts and intentions!
