i have worked with someone for 4 years who i believe is a sociopath. i have known him to prey on other colleagues sexually, particularly women, although he professes to be gay. i have known him to lie and manipulate on so many occasions that now almost everything that comes out of his mouth sounds like a lie to me. i have observed him to mimic things that i have said that i suppose he believed sounded authentic. he is narcissistic and cannot stand for anyone to be the center of attention when he is present, even if that person has not sought attention in any way, and will actively interrupt interactions of this type with nonsense words. he talks in baby voices or other strange voices, he distorts peoples names and calls them names which sound endearing but when you think about them more deeply they are insulting. i have observed him to work under the influence of cocaine and alcohol.
when he thinks no one is paying attention, he talks down to vulnerable customers like as though they are shit.
for some reason, although he has been reported numerous times by different people for most of these behaviours, managers are charmed by him and refuse to sack him.
i have noticed that he has a very interesting way of responding to compliments he receives from people, which is to amplify them. in response to a compliment about his hair, he might remark on how much he enjoys being gorgeous. in response to a manager telling him that he received a customer compliment, he might allude to other, previous customer compliments he has received.
when i first met him, i instantly thought that there was something wrong about him, because of a cruel and spiteful remark that he made for no reason at all. but a colleague who i was friends with outside work said that she liked him and she would like us to hang out together, and so i thought i should give him a chance. one night after we had been out and she had left i went to a bar with him, just him and me. he told me that his parents paid for him to come to the city to study music, but he began to take ice, because he enjoyed it and it made him thin, and everyone told him how good he looked when he started using it. he said that he began to do sex work in order to pay for meth. he told me that he would work for couples, and if he could see that one of them was enjoying it and the other one was not but was just doing it for the sake of the partner who wanted it, he would try his best to make sure that the one who was enjoying it was having an amazing time, and he would try to exclude the one who was not enjoying it and try to make them enjoy it less. i found this confession shocking and despicable.
late one evening he sent me a text saying "i am a bad person".
one day early on when we were working together i told him that i did not like something that he had done while working with me, and he retaliated by telling another staff member lies about me, and they ganged up on me, making fun of my appearance and humiliating me in front of customers. i have avoided him since. he has gossiped about me and tried to destroy my reputation at work, and i know this because people who he gossiped to have approached me and told me what his claims were and how ridiculous they found those claims to be.
i despise him and find him to be a vile and revolting individual who is not worthy of treatment for his "disorder". he would only abuse it anyway to make himself appear more normal and blend in more. when i sometimes inadvertently catch a glimpse of the inside of his mouth i notice that his teeth are black and rotten inside from meth abuse and only a thin veneer of enamel is holding them together. when i look into his heart i see the same thing. he is fake and rotten to the core. i cant tolerate him, he makes me sick. i just cant wait to quit so that i can get away from him.