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  1. Orion

    Orion Strength through understanding
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    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]This isn't a poem or a clever piece of writing. It's just a list of things I want to say but never will.[/FONT]

    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Why are you leaving?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Why did you just come into my life [/FONT][FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]now[/FONT][FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Why do you have to go away when we were just getting started?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]What did you think of me?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Did you even like me?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Did I love you?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Could you ever love me?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Why can't I have you?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Could I make you happy?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Can I wait for you?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Would you ever wait for me?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Are you even real?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Is what I'm feeling real?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Will I be able to remember all the little details of you for much longer?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Can you remind of what your voice sounds like?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Can you just stand next to me once more, so I can remember your scent?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Will I remember the shape of your nose?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]The colour of your hair?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]The way you burst into giggles when a conversation goes silent?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Have you forgotten me?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Do you think about me?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Did you even know that I liked you?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Did you take pity on me?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Was it your way of being nice?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Am I just 1 in a queue of 100?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Is this all really silly?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Should I be more mature, not let my feels slide so much?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Should I just suck it up like everything else?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Should I just move on? Forget about it?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Should I get out more?[/FONT][FONT=Verdana, sans-serif] [/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Train more? Wash it out in sweat?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Should I be more manly?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Should I just grow up and stop being so sensitive?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Could I be someone else?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Could I change for you?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Could I do anything to make you want me?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Is it okay that I write this list?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Is it okay that I think about you this much?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Could I hang from a noose, would that be a grand enough gesture?[/FONT]
    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Is it right to miss something that I never really had?[/FONT]

    [FONT=Verdana, sans-serif]Again, sorry. Emo rant over.
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    I feel like I've been in the same place before.

    Keep a smile.
     
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    :hug: hang in there. If ever you need to talk about it I'll be here to listen.
     
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    I found this very touching. All I can say is that you deserve to be happy.
     
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    I agree. We're all here for you.
     
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    yep, we are, happily!
     
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    Ah! Cringe and face palm!

    Forgive me, it was late. But thanks guys. Strangely enough just after I posted this, I spoke to the girl in question on facebook till 5 in the morning. I don't know if that made me felt better or worse.
     
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    Good for you :)
    I hope in the end it made you feel better.
     
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    I don't know... I feel that INFJ emotional explosion coming up again and I really wanna tell it to fuck off because it really fucked me up last time.

    I can be completely honest with her though. I told her how I felt a bit pissed off that she was leaving and that I took that as a sign that she didn't give a shit, and she was like "No, silly!". She said she wants to meet up with me when she comes back. Again, I just don't wanna get my hopes up.
     
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