I find these questions interesting but I dont really know how to answer them
I dont really understand myself or know how to explain it to others. I am private, yet open. I share myself with others if they care to know. I feel it is very important to be self aware and honest, and to engage with others. I keep things for me mainly when i dont understand it enough to articulate it or when i think others are not interested. I dont enjoy talking about myself but i make an effort to in order to understand my own experience better and relate to others. I think the insides are more or less accurately portrayed on the outside. It seems mostly congruent, but there are still some fears i have to work past.
Other than that, being an introvert means i like and appreciate time by myself. I find too much company too often chaotic. I cant think when theres too much going on around me. And then i just seem to space out into some kind of meditative zone and just block out all external stimuli. I like privacy but have learned to go without it. I do genuinely enjoy spending time with others and meeting new people. I dont have any issues in approaching others. Some may think im quiet, other may think im quite talkative. I have never been bored. I find my head very entertaining and sometimes have to make a huge conscious effort to be more engaged with the external world and other people. It helps that i found just about everthing and every person fascinating but sometimes i still get stuck in my head. Additionally, the idea of facebook makes me feel physically sick and i will avoid it for as long as i can. I cant stand being around gossip, it makes my skin crawl. Obligations, particularly social obligations freak me out. As do getting too many emails to write back to, or feeling like i need to in a specific period of time. And i normally feel unimpressed when the phone rings, even though i have worked in customer service for years. Sometimes i hear it ringing and i think, 'make it stop, what do you want from me'