If I were to spread anything, I would want it to be spread as I spread mayonnaise for a sandwich; evenly and covering every square millimeter.....both pieces of bread......nothing spilled over the edges. That way the meat would be accented as best as it could be with whatever I use.
I have learned people can see my beliefs in me better than I can express with words on the internet. It seems being a proponent is much more difficult than being an example. Some would argue otherwise and it may well be otherwise with others.
I can only hope the few people I open up to enough for them to get to know me, will understand better the reason I am the person I am. I am the direct result of other people that have invested their time and lifestyles with me. The pursuit alone for the answers left me wanting; so very wanting. Yet, it enabled me a better understanding why man is not supposed to be alone in this world. We hold each other up, we strengthen each other, we edify the things that need edification, and we together rule out that we should walk away from.
I can only hope to be the best example I can be. If that in itself makes another wonder why, maybe someone has accomplished that they had hoped for. That would make me moreso a vessel or cup than a person trying to share something; those qualities being shared through me instead of by me. That, in itself, would make me feel useful. When I fall short, I admit to be human and it causes my spirit grief; I can only hope I do not lead anyone astray.
