Sounds ridiculous???? Hell no. I TOLD you I could hear your heart humming/thrumming all the way down here. From your description I could tell there is much resonance between you two. And for what it's worth, I think you are very mature - emotionally as well as in wisdom - and therefore you don't sound crazy. Hang on for the ride. It's gonna get bumpy.
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PS. I feel honored you thought of telling me!
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You can tell me anything anytime.