Why don't you try participating in threads like that instead of waiting for someone else to think of you. People here like you, it's just that they seem to mention more or pay attention more on those who do the same for them. Don't let the depression get the best of you, fight it as best as you know how, you seem to be a fighter for animal rights and rights of those neglected in any way, and maybe you should fight a little more for yourself, you are worth it.