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  • Odyne
    Same here, that's why I was wondering how you chose the lighting. Normal lights hurt my eyes, especially if I am up at late hours of the night studying or reading. I usually have dim a desk lamp and that's it. Fluorescent you say, I should probably try it.
    Odyne
    Hehe, thanks. Apparently somebody already had thought it up somewhere else in the world, cause I found it on Urban Dictionary when I wanted to add it. Oh well.

    Btw, I love the lighting in your room. What kind of lights do you use? Did you pick it yourself or had it done?
    bamf
    Yeah, combining the two can do that, especially seeing as you don't drink often. It's kinda weird because smoking is supposed to combat the nausea but who knows.

    Glad to hear it's been good! :)
    bamf
    Yeah, I'm not wasted, just at a good place. No shiny!

    You haven't had fish-n-chips until you've been to Fish-n-Chips in Lansing. It's probably the greasiest food in the world (and they haven't redecorated since probably 1968) but for some reason it's the best thing for a hang over ever.

    So how's your weekend been?
    bamf
    Yeah, I'm pretty drunk so I'm going to avoid pushing any shiny buttons. I'm going to regret it in the morning, but I'm going to Fish-n-Chips so it will be awesome!

    I won't regret it until about 6pm tomorrow night when I try and start studying for the long week ahead.
    Melkor
    Hm...

    I don't know if this really puts me at ease.

    Few madmen consider themselves mad. There comes a point where introspection is so flawed that mirrors becoming paintings of the mind.
    rawr
    hmm. wow... that's...uh quite a read there indy...
    what's it used for?
    Melkor
    I know. But the problem with drugs is, that like love, it clouds your perception from the outside.
    It's harder to see damage when you're inside the cage, I would think.
    Oh well, as long as you're sure, I just really wish you wouldn't and that helplessness is a tad distressing at times.
    Just look after yourself.
    Melkor
    I know but... I just think you're a fascinating and intriguing individual without mood enchaning drugs, and it saddens me a bit to see you going back to such things.
    I'm just concerned about the long term health problems it might encourage or... well, the mental side. When I'm on my medication, sometimes, either just after I come down or just before, always late at night, I get this feeling, this terrible, crushing force, as though my chest cavity is inhabited by some heavy demon, grown fat on my insides, and nothing I can do can stop me from crying. I just feel like the only being in the universe, with no-one to reach out to, and rather than enjoying this, it kills me.
    I explained it to someone once, and he told me he felt exactly the same some nights, just after he had got high on certain drugs, and that nothing could compare to that lonliness.

    I don't want anyone, least of all someone as well developed as you to have to experience that.

    Though I realise I can't do a thing a help.
    Archon
    I'd like to make a formal complaint. You deleted two posts from the mediation thread and that three digit number of posts has turned into two digits. That makes me very mad.
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