thank you so much 
 emotional support is always good to have... I don't think much can be done about it, I guess time will help - and my boyfriend is coming over in a couple of days...
Somehow I feel sort of guilty... A bit of a strong word but being to one to decide when something should stop living feels so unnatural. Then again it would have been a painful and long death otherwise. I just wish I could have told him how much I loved him before he went away... It's the main thing that bothers me, I wish I could have communicated with him on a conscious level, rather than take him to the vet without him knowing what was going on, but cats don't work like humans.
Ahh sorry for the long message.. I hope nice plants will grow where I burried him..
							Somehow I feel sort of guilty... A bit of a strong word but being to one to decide when something should stop living feels so unnatural. Then again it would have been a painful and long death otherwise. I just wish I could have told him how much I loved him before he went away... It's the main thing that bothers me, I wish I could have communicated with him on a conscious level, rather than take him to the vet without him knowing what was going on, but cats don't work like humans.
Ahh sorry for the long message.. I hope nice plants will grow where I burried him..
decline a friend request? bwahahahaha
 rested cuz i have a lot to do the next days (i have to fit all of my assignments.. 
procrastinate!!!!!!) ahahahha all of it makes me feel 
so dizzy!!!!! bout you?
 cute!!! do you like 
monkeys too!?!? retarded monkey?? bwahahahha 
 the words above the monkey is xie xie in chinese.. it means thank you!! bwahhaha thanks for the friend request