That's okay. I don't blame you for being caught up in your emotions. I just want to let you know again that I am here if you need someone to talk to, if you need to write out a pm with all your feelings or an email or anything, just let me know. I know how hard it can be (although I know it's different for everyone) and if I can make it better for you, even a little bit, I want to.
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