Some of the posts actually made me shiver and not want to really be here at all. Since the Fall of '08 I started doing some community outreach projects. I held a concert for _____ and afterwards I hit this intense burn-out. My head had a headache, and I felt physically exhausted.
Ever since then, the cycles of burn-outs have been more and more rapid until the point where just spending time w/ a "friend" would make me want to shut in for days. i feel like I grow in terms of relaxing my expectations of myself after each of these periods. I feel like they point out something wrong in my approach to life and I can slip a little bit away from this false approach after each episode. I've seen one friend in the past 3 weeks and this is the healthiest I've been in years.
Ever since then, the cycles of burn-outs have been more and more rapid until the point where just spending time w/ a "friend" would make me want to shut in for days. i feel like I grow in terms of relaxing my expectations of myself after each of these periods. I feel like they point out something wrong in my approach to life and I can slip a little bit away from this false approach after each episode. I've seen one friend in the past 3 weeks and this is the healthiest I've been in years.