Well put.
Its all about communication to me. Examining my thoughts and feelings, coming to a personal understanding of what I want to achieve, and then trying to communicate whats important to the other person. I will try a few times and if they are unwilling or unable to communicate back in a productive way I will take a break and examine the situation again. What do I really want out of this sitaution? What does the other person want? Am I being fair on myself and the other person? If all this fails I normally let it go, or do what need I to do anyway and accept the repurcussions for my actions. There is normally something important for me to learn and improve in myself when communication fails.
I think that communcation is much easier when I approach it from a position of love and cooperation. Then I dont have to take an offensive or defensive stance. Being offensive and defensive is counterproductive and doesnt normally give either party the desired result. It is hard to listen openly and learn when Im too concerned about defending and protecting.
Its important to me to understand and choose the things/reasons that I want to stand up for. Am I standing up for myself because it is necessary, to speak for an important principle, or am I just trying to protect/defend my ego? Is my ego so fragile that it needs constant defending or can I just learn and grow from the external imput I have recieved. I dont need to defend something I already love and accept because no one can make me feel inferior without my consent. I am who I am, and I know my weaknesses better than anyone else. Once I started accepting myself it became less and less important to defend myself because it became harder to be offended in the first place. Their are certain actions that can hurt me if I allow them but most words cant, especaily from people that dont know me anyway.
I just try to communicate honestly with the people I need to so that we can all get where we are going without trampling each other.
I have struggled greatly to communicate with my family in the past, but there has been much improvement over the last year. I had to revaluate my relationship with them and how I saw them as people, almost like wiping the slate clean. I realised I really liked and valued them as people, and that I had failed to really understand them in the past (although I thought I did understand them). I think I never really tried to communicate with them properly before and I was too concerned by how they would judge me so I was scared to be honest with them.