Some of us INTJs feel the same way
Actually people have called me an alien... even my mom! (affectionately of course.) I'm just different than most people in general. You could say I had found my "true spiritual family" of friends. But it was temporary. It was my last year in high school. Before that I felt like an outsider. College went similarly and I made those friends that really "get" me right in the end. Now it's like that again, only I made those new friends at the beginning. These friends moved back to America several months later. It's the military... I get to meet a fairly huge amount of different people but never for long
Sorry for my little rant XD
I am glad that at least I know what I want. Thanks to having those kinds of friends in my life that I could term my spiritual family -I know what it's like to be truly part of a group of people that fully accepts you and your quirks. I want more than anything to find that again. There's a friend here and there but being part of a group that accepts me for who I am, a group that accepts every quirky kindhearted member -that's just the best. When you find something like this, hold onto it~