Well thank you for the link.
The thing is I don't have a dream anymore! I mean all those dreams I had seem so ridiculous now!
I don't know where to look for... what to look for... I can think of something but it's not a dream for me anymore.
I mean it's like I don't care about anything anymore to dream on!
I can think of continuing my education but still... it's not big enough! so what after that? ok imagine I've got the degree.what good will be done to society?
It's all nonsense!
''when your dreams turn to dust....vacuum!''
Look...this is how it goes.....we all change as we grow and our dreams change with us
Now we can get down about that or we can learn to flow with it
Keep re-inventing yourself. Life is an adventure
You are here having a life experience for an indeterminate amount of time....so...what ya gonna do with it?
Ask yourself what makes you feel good when you do it? Ask what flows for you as a person and doesn't feel like a chore?
In an ideal world you want to be doing something that feels good, that flows, that doesn't feel like a chore and that doesn't compromise your values
However as you change that thing in your life you feel passionate about may well change too
You have to be like a snake and shed your skin and evolve into something new
Constantly evolve, renew and re-invent
Try different things...some won't work for you and some will but it's often said that the only things we regret on our death bed are the things we didn't do, so don't fear failure, fear not trying!
This is a good website for sussing out different jobs. It gives info about them and how to get involved in them and also testimonials from people who have walked those paths
Its a good way to window shop for jobs and get some ideas!
http://www.prospects.ac.uk/