I actually do look forward to getting on the computer to check the forum. It's one of the first things I do when I get on my computer.
For a long period of time, I felt that this was the only place that I can share who I really am with people...I mean, I still have a lot that I probably could be sharing, but this is progress in my eyes.
Truth be told, I'm not sure why I am here anymore. When I came back in August, something was gone from here....I felt a huge hole.
I am glad that I am past the point of "needing" this place; now I just come here for the ride.