Has anyone actually felt a sense of bland feeling where nothing just comes up.You can't feel happy neither are you sad but just nothing.I know it's not the feeling of emptyness but i just can't feel any emotions.My tongue feels bland too but i can still taste.Maybe i do have emotions but just slightly. Right now, i guess i am just a robot hovering around the grey sky in the winter and wilderness.Currently, i don't think i am an INFJ or any other characters that seem to sound like me but at least i do know that i was once an INFJ when i was a child. The colourful world i once had in my grasp suddenly just turned into a pile of ashes that smouthered my back.I don't think i have a personality.It just doesn't sound right if i said i had one now. Maybe it's because i don't get my butt out into the social life which led me to forget or lock it out.Probably even if i got out into the social life, there will just be more backstabbing and misunderstandings that crashes with that friend i made because i know this friend would be temporary.So far, in my whole age group, i have only met one introverted person in the entire school.The rest of the girls just seem to be concentrated on popularity, fashion or whatever they think is cool. I am eating chocolates because they used to be my favourite and i heard it makes people happy or go high.One more thing,maybe i should sleep more because my sister(earthtocarrie)and childhood friend says i would laugh or smile in my sleep.Thank you for reading this whoever you are.You don't need to respond or anything because i am glad you took your time off to read this pile of blabbering idiot story.