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I try to think about how it would feel like and imagine how my dreams would feel like also if they would become true~


I really try, though it's just soooo hard and I just want to sleep and cry and sleep and cry and maybe eat some chocolate.
LOL
I know... It just feels so hard now, I will be happier someday, it just takes so much time heal.