I have a lot of friends that are a big part of my life, but every once in awhile a girl comes along who wants to get close to me, but why when I get close to someone, I begin to alienate myself. I get really quiet, almost shy, I act weird in public around them, I even get clumsy with simple tasks, why would I get like this when that's not me at all? I have lost a lot of friends because I assume they think I'm ignoring them, how can I stop this, it has been happening since I was little. There's a girl in my life I really care about, please I know I'm young, so I'm taking it slow, but I don't want to lose her. 
