Ignatius413
Newbie
- MBTI
- INFJ
So, I'm an eighteen year old kid who's looking off to go to college later on this year and also seems to be an INFJ personality type. Right now, I'm finishing out the last few weeks of high school, and I can honestly say that I've pretty much lost my heart for females after my horrid experience with my last girlfriend.
To be perfectly frank, she came onto me when I was the leading male for our High School's musical production of "Bye Bye Birdie" (a pretty nice musical, btw).. A very attractive girl at the age of fifteen, she seemed to be a perfect companion, and we became very close over the following months. Ice cream, picnics, Wii.. It was really fun. As we got closer, she later revealed to me the details of her childhood..
As a child, she was physically and sexually abused by a number of men in her life, and informed me that I was the first person in her life she'd ever told. Naturally, I had no idea what to do, but continued to counsel her through the months and keep her company. She had an alcoholic mother who'd often neglect her and her brother, and I came over quite often to make sure they'd both be okay.
All was fine and dandy, until out of the blue.. I caught her with a MUCH older guy (twenty one to her fifteen years) on MY BIRTHDAY when I visited her house.. God.. That was traumatic, and to make it worse she practically denys the fact that we ever had any sort of relationship.
Ugh.
Being a normal human being, I was upset.. and left. Still, the fact that she was abused like that as a child struck a huge chord in me, and I went off to do quite a crusade against Child Sexual Abuse, joining up with a local organization and actually training for and finishing an entire marathon to raise money and awareness for the topic.
She still holds a large place in my heart, and I while I absolutely don't go visiting her house, I still do talk to her at school sometimes. I always told her that she and I would go traveling together someday, and during my summer holiday made a paper cutout of her ("Flat Taylor", as I called it) and traveled America taking pictures of her with the major national landmarks.
The list includes: the Kodak Theatre, Hollywood Square, the San Gregorgino Mountains (sp?), UCLA, the Statue of Liberty, Capitol Hill (and everything worth seeing there), Jersey Shore, and Disneyland.
It also went to Europe: France, UK, Spain, Italy..
Ugh.. I'm not sure if I'm just stupid or plain crazy, but I haven't even "talked" to another girl in the last two years. My lady friend set me up with a very cute red-head, but I can't help but feel very.. weird and unsure about everything.
To be perfectly frank, she came onto me when I was the leading male for our High School's musical production of "Bye Bye Birdie" (a pretty nice musical, btw).. A very attractive girl at the age of fifteen, she seemed to be a perfect companion, and we became very close over the following months. Ice cream, picnics, Wii.. It was really fun. As we got closer, she later revealed to me the details of her childhood..
As a child, she was physically and sexually abused by a number of men in her life, and informed me that I was the first person in her life she'd ever told. Naturally, I had no idea what to do, but continued to counsel her through the months and keep her company. She had an alcoholic mother who'd often neglect her and her brother, and I came over quite often to make sure they'd both be okay.
All was fine and dandy, until out of the blue.. I caught her with a MUCH older guy (twenty one to her fifteen years) on MY BIRTHDAY when I visited her house.. God.. That was traumatic, and to make it worse she practically denys the fact that we ever had any sort of relationship.
Ugh.
Being a normal human being, I was upset.. and left. Still, the fact that she was abused like that as a child struck a huge chord in me, and I went off to do quite a crusade against Child Sexual Abuse, joining up with a local organization and actually training for and finishing an entire marathon to raise money and awareness for the topic.
She still holds a large place in my heart, and I while I absolutely don't go visiting her house, I still do talk to her at school sometimes. I always told her that she and I would go traveling together someday, and during my summer holiday made a paper cutout of her ("Flat Taylor", as I called it) and traveled America taking pictures of her with the major national landmarks.
The list includes: the Kodak Theatre, Hollywood Square, the San Gregorgino Mountains (sp?), UCLA, the Statue of Liberty, Capitol Hill (and everything worth seeing there), Jersey Shore, and Disneyland.
It also went to Europe: France, UK, Spain, Italy..
Ugh.. I'm not sure if I'm just stupid or plain crazy, but I haven't even "talked" to another girl in the last two years. My lady friend set me up with a very cute red-head, but I can't help but feel very.. weird and unsure about everything.