Well I didn't want to do another S/N topic my problem fits here just perfectly well.
First off English is not my native language so I'm going to have a few mistakes here and there.
Recently I started to dig more deeply into MBTI other than MyPersonality.org. I found a couple of pages, working papers, and I became suspicious about tests whether they were valid and/or reliable. But currently it's just not possible for me to consult with an expert so I must stick to tests and... well, my intuition. I heard Humanmetrics is quite accurate but thank God it doesn't matter which one I took.
I got an I?FJ on almost every occasion. My I and J are particulary strong and I'm pretty sure by now that I'm an F as well.
You guessed it S/N is my main field of uncertainity.
Every test give my quite a 50-50% so I dug deeper into the MBTI Step II process through templates - which quite accurately describes *what* to measure. I went step by step comparing the subtleties of the S/N question and the thorough process came to an exact 50-50%. (You know the comparisons of concrete-abstract, realistic-imaginative, etc. and it's defining characteristics.)
Well purely based upon the process of my research you would go with an S easily. But I instictively analyzed random previous situations whether I behave like an S or N, instictively caught a glimpse of myself or others behave like S or N (or any other preference as a matter of fact) and overall I have a gut instict of me being an N. More broadly I can easily tell who is motivated by what and people usually find me a very pleasure company if we can discuss deeper topics. I also think it really is the trial itsself: do I trust my basic intuition enough to believe I am an N?
I could just as well accept that I don't have such a strong preference so consequently my dominant function is not at its best and my interior function is of better quality.
But I just want to know which I am by 'default'. I read the sticky topic concerning this and I know our very type is all the same during our lifetime. I also think out of the 5 most common problems listed I have the 2nd and 3rd - I can deeply immerse in people-oriented situations to the point of not knowing where I am and what I represent.
I honestly can't see you can come up with a more or less definitive solution or at least a little more clarification but I shared this story anyway. Who knows.
Edit: All in all thank you for your help in advance.