In my early teens, I became aware that I was harboring a deep-seated anger, a werewolf-like rage that was released on a few unfortunate occasions. Throughout my teens I tried to hide it away, keep it at bay, which wasn't particularly effective. During my 20s I worked to integrate it and transform it into a healthy part of my personality, and while this was successful to some degree, it wasn't until I acknowledged it outright and recognized it as an innate aspect of my nature that I was able to subjugate it.
It's your Jungian shadow. Everyone has a shadow. That's why I'm always wary of people who seem "perfectly" or impossibly nice and innocent; chances are they are seriously whacked underneath.
As for anger, I used to have some anger problems when I was bullied or pushed around. Once, in primary school, I lashed out and pushed someone down the hill. I felt really bad about that.
Haven't felt that kind of anger in a long time, so I think I'm over it now. Make no mistake though, I would have no qualms about exacting justice and revenge on someone who deserved it. Typelogic's INFJ profile 100% nails this aspect.
I believe in compassion and humanity but I have no problem with taking down monsters. I'm not sure if this constitutes a dark side or not?
My country forbids the ownership of most firearms and you certainly cannot carry weapons for self defense. If I was living in the US in a state which allows it, I would certainly be carrying a concealed firearm -- and of course be thoroughly and tactically trained in using it lawfully. I don't believe in being a victim -- I think every person has a deep-seated responsibility to protect themselves and others.
BTW I always see Hitler being brought up as an example of INFJ and darkness, which is completely laughable, and utterly lacking in insight. An INFJ who embraced total darkness does not manifest like that.
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