Darc
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I was having sort of a long conversation with her, I asked her for a "fag" (as they say Britain) I am not a smoker normally, but sometimes I have the odd one. I don't know why, but I was kind of emotional and upset and I just really wanted one. She decided to come out of her room and roll me one, we were both staying in a hostel.
Before that, I passed her in the hall way but she paused and sort of stopped for a few quick second and looked up at me and sort of smiled at me a little. So I waited for her to come back anyway, and ask for a smoke (because I just figured, why not? she seemed friendly enough) after a while of talking to her in the hall, she gave me a really weird looked when I was talking. Like she was looking at my face in a weird way, and my lips i think and she sort of moved her face close to mine but she sort of bulged them out or something. It kind of looked like she was shocked or something. I couldn't read her at all so I couldn't tell if she wanted to make out or anything and she never invited me in her room so I was like "wtf whatever" and just went and smoked outside.
When I got back I knocked on her door and gave her, her lighter back, but she her behavior towards me completely clanged and she seemed sort of angry, and judgemental towards me and I don't get what happened. I could tell at some points though, that she thought how I was acting was weird. I think I smiled in a way that weirded her out, and I think that she probably thought that I was high or on drugs. People seem to think this a lot (I almost think it's because I'm one of the rare people not on them) but I have sort of a natural glow I guess and sometimes I can really happy and enthusiastic but you know, everything's a mental illness these days I guess.
I'm just really "weird"
I don't know if it's just flat out a genetic thing, but I seem to be completely incompatible mentally, and everything else with most people around me. Like I just don' react, look or think the same way, and am perpetually on different wavelengths. I do not know why this is or what their ancestries are and how they differ from mine but I suppose it's possible.
Another thing though, she was obviously from like a really middle class/upper middle class family or something.
Before that, I passed her in the hall way but she paused and sort of stopped for a few quick second and looked up at me and sort of smiled at me a little. So I waited for her to come back anyway, and ask for a smoke (because I just figured, why not? she seemed friendly enough) after a while of talking to her in the hall, she gave me a really weird looked when I was talking. Like she was looking at my face in a weird way, and my lips i think and she sort of moved her face close to mine but she sort of bulged them out or something. It kind of looked like she was shocked or something. I couldn't read her at all so I couldn't tell if she wanted to make out or anything and she never invited me in her room so I was like "wtf whatever" and just went and smoked outside.
When I got back I knocked on her door and gave her, her lighter back, but she her behavior towards me completely clanged and she seemed sort of angry, and judgemental towards me and I don't get what happened. I could tell at some points though, that she thought how I was acting was weird. I think I smiled in a way that weirded her out, and I think that she probably thought that I was high or on drugs. People seem to think this a lot (I almost think it's because I'm one of the rare people not on them) but I have sort of a natural glow I guess and sometimes I can really happy and enthusiastic but you know, everything's a mental illness these days I guess.
I'm just really "weird"
I don't know if it's just flat out a genetic thing, but I seem to be completely incompatible mentally, and everything else with most people around me. Like I just don' react, look or think the same way, and am perpetually on different wavelengths. I do not know why this is or what their ancestries are and how they differ from mine but I suppose it's possible.
Another thing though, she was obviously from like a really middle class/upper middle class family or something.