To be honest, I don't know why you are beating yourself up over this.
Some people are, you know, addicted to alcohol, (other) drugs, sex, shoplifting - a whole pile of morally questionable stuff.
You are apparently addicted to what? Internet forums and psychoanalysis*? So... intellectual addiction is bad nowadays...? Hmm.
(*= Maybe I got your situation wrong, however. I have no idea where your thread I mentioned went, and my memory sucks.)
Some people are, you know, addicted to alcohol, (other) drugs, sex, shoplifting - a whole pile of morally questionable stuff.
You are apparently addicted to what? Internet forums and psychoanalysis*? So... intellectual addiction is bad nowadays...? Hmm.
(*= Maybe I got your situation wrong, however. I have no idea where your thread I mentioned went, and my memory sucks.)