Pregnant women........because I've miscarried and had an ectopic pregnancy. I know it's wrong and I don't hate them or want anyone else to go through what I have, but I can't help but think......"do you know how lucky you are!?" Seeing a heavily pregnant woman makes me want to scream from the depths of my soul.
@Ethereal; I'm so sorry hearing that too It must've been hard for you. *hugs*
Also, genuinely GENUINELY happy people. Not that kind of happy-go-lucky, always sunny, for it's a matter of life view, but people that's genuinely happy.
Also..females with good clothes. I won't elaborate on this one. D:
i envy people with complete and perfect bodies and health, never touched by a doctor or surgeon or anything except to get a vaccination, i want to know what their lives are like. i envy also people who are able to form companionate love connections made of respect and acceptance that weather the differences and the years, i think that at the end of their lives when they're old they must find themselves in a beautiful private dreamlike world, and i envy them because i don't think i'll have that (although, i think it may be rare in reality anyway). i also envy people who trade their principles for ephemeral things like popularity and forms of immediate gratification because i sometimes worry that trying to be the best self i can be and sticking to my principles might not get me where i want to go and in the meantime my life is difficult when i could be living fast and having fun.
*hugs* Someday, someday. As long as you don't stop. That's what I keep telling to myself.This is me. Its so hard to see people like that. It psychically hurts me. I want that so bad its painful. And yet I don't see the means to get it.
And couples who are happy. I'm so sick of being single and alone. It hurts to look at them. I just want to say you know how lucky you are?
And couples who are happy. I'm so sick of being single and alone. It hurts to look at them. I just want to say you know how lucky you are?
I envy people with really high IQ scores. Mine is 108. If it was higher I could learn things faster than I currently do.
I feel as though bears don't really have it that bad.
I would like to be a bear.
That made me smile. It'd be nice to sleep through the winter and tell the rest of the world to bugger off for a few months. lol.
I.........can't read a book for more than about 30 minutes at a time................