I was raised around people who believed in psychic abilities and alternative ways of perceiving the world, the people in it, and everything else. Sort of like being raised as a preachers daughter. As far as psychic abilities were concerned, I had a take it or leave it attitude, in spite of countless attempts of people trying to maneuver me in that direction.
Lately though, I've ventured back to some of my roots and am re-examining some of the beliefs and concepts I was raised with. My upbringing certainly paved the way for me to walk a different path, which has both served me well and tormented me. As a child I met a few people who I thought had some extraordinary abilities, and then truckloads of people who followed them around wishing some of that magic would rub off on them.
In my life I've chosen not to pursue or develop any psychic abilities I may have had, which, I obviously believe exist. It's interesting to hear some peoples perspective on whether or not these abilities exist because in my mind (because of my upbringing) there was never a question that they existed, of course they did. I was surrounded by people who believed in this.
Like I said though, now, I'm re-examining some of the beliefs I was raised with and I'm delving into them more deeply then I ever have in my life. Mainly because I experienced something in life, that, well, pretty much sucked ass. I found myself in a position of being bombarded by people forcing "thats impossible" down my throat and I found myself believing them. Then I found a few folks quietly saying, "maybe that isn't impossible, maybe there's more out there than anyone is currently aware of". To make a long story short, the "impossible" became possible and I witnessed what people are telling me is a "miracle".
As a result, now I don't rule anything out. I've seen stuff happen that I believed was "impossible". How did it happen, I couldn't even begin to tell anyone, but it did and it changed me and it sent me down a different path. A path I was raised with but never explored.
I guess psychic abilities are considered a taboo subject and people are ridiculed and outcasted for it as [MENTION=680]just me[/MENTION] and [MENTION=251]Wyote[/MENTION] say. I honestly never really thought about that before because its always been an aspect of my life even though I chose not to be an active participant. I suppose at this point I stopped giving a damn, but then, I spent a lifetime in academia and found knowledge as we know it, has some serious limitations, so why not speculate about where our current knowledge ends and something completely unknown exists. I asked myself, why not? What do I have to lose - a current perception of reality that no longer serves me anyway - screw that. I've already spent a lifetime marching to a different drum and being ridiculed and outcasted for having a completely different perspective than most folks.
My curse or blessing, however one chooses to perceive it, is constantly bringing up shit people don't want to talk about. Oh well, we all have our talents and faults. Its interesting how we sometimes find our talents hiding behind what we believe to be our faults. Life is a constantly changing landscape. Enjoy the ride cause it doesn't last forever.