- MBTI
- ENFJ
- Enneagram
- 3w4
Hey guys! I wanted to thank you guys for viewing perhaps the last thread I will ever make based on this subject! This road has been tough (dear lord, it sounds like I’m writing a college graduation ceremony) as I’ve been wandering into many different types. Part of the issues I was running into, was I didn’t want to see the bad, but only the good. When I first tested two years or so ago, I was deemed an ISFP. This made sense to me, at the time, I loved “attempting” to do ISFP type things, I was very sensitive to what people said, and was scared to think of the future, and only lived in the present. Last April, I took the test again, and I received ISFJ. This didn’t make sense at all to me, so I texted my friend Lauren (SOTL) and asked her to take it. She got INFJ. I read that review, and parts of it made so much more since to me, (the NJ essentially) and so I pretended to take the test again, to get INFJ. When in reality, I never actually got INFJ. I went along my merry way, always perturbed by the fact that the description didn’t really fit me, and I figured I just wasn’t living up to my true INFJ potential. When I got around to taking the test again for some odd reason, I knew what the test was looking for, so I answered what the test wanted, and got INFJ again and again and again. But I felt like shit for effectively lying to everyone that I was an INFJ, the truth was I had low ass self esteem at that point, and the idea of being an INFJ was so appealing to me, I made it the reality that it never was.
Then a few months later, I decided to ask you guys what you thought. A couple of you named my as an ESFJ (trolling?
) but the vast majority of you said XNFP, saying that I was too wishy-washy, and too Fi powered to be an INFJ. I read into the INFP type, and again at first it didn’t fit me. I don’t understand people who get offended by everything everyone says (no offence to INFPs, and yes I realize that was a generalization.), nor do I see the point in win-win situations, people win, people lose. Fact of life. However, just as the INFJ dream made me a moralistic crusader who cared about people, so did the INFP dream make me an introspective person who was an excellent writer. Why the writer? Well at the time I was trying to write my autobiography, and hitting stumbling blocks, I couldn’t figure out how I wanted to do. I invented some pretty neat logic (faulty as hell though) stating why I was an INFP. That way, I figured, since I was an INFP I would have to be a great writer. Maybe I could get the ball rolling. I also really caught on with INFPs, on the remark I read on one description “They are familiar with the dark side of life, always glancing over their shoulder at the hell that awaits, should they fail their feelings.” That’s why I felt much of the time I was under *extreme stress.* Now, I never really was guilted into changing, but instead when the TYPE ME sub forum was put up, I figured “hell, why not?” Arby I believe suggested Extroversion, and at first I said “oh no, wat? EWW!” But I thought about it, and went over and read the ENFP description. Once again, it didn’t really fit me, but I determined since Arby and others are more knowledgeable about the subject than I, perhaps I really was an E. So I read it again and again, and forced it to fit me. I am really not ne, but more so I am simply fascinated by Ne, and so I wish to be encompassed by Ne, as to complete my MBTI arsenal. But what never clicked whatsoever with the ENFP was A) their rampant money failures (be responsible… please?), B) Not trustworthy (c’mon guys, you make a fucking promise. STICK TO IT. Or don’t make it. Don’t waste my time.), and C) Feely. (My ENFP sister is always saying “Sam, that hurts my feelings. Don’t be so cold!” DERP. YOU ASKED ME WHAT I THOUGHT. Herp.) So I decided to put myself on hiatus for the MBTI at the time, while I pondered it.
The next phase, the ESTP phase was hardly a phase, as I was honestly never that serious about it. The INFJ and ENFP phases were the only ones where I really stuck with it. Now the ESTP I read into it, after glancing a topic name “The Doers” and that I honestly really clicked with. I can’t stand it when everyone is immobilized saying “but I don’t know what to do without hurting someone’s feelings
“ or such. C’mon, feelings can be mended with some chicken noodle soup for the soul and a Pomeranian shaped Snuggie. I really got with the cold, practical side of the ESTP. It was quite a diversion from the past NF dominated types, and I really did bond with it more. The reason why I say I wasn’t quite serious, was due to the fact that I was still very aware I would be completely wrong about it. I also really love sports, (hate basketball though. Don’t. Even. Start. Can’t stand it.) and my mom always said I was a natural athlete. Not really though, as my hand eye coordination is, well, less than ballin’. But what brought me away from the ESTP, was the fact that they refused to (with exceptions of course) think ahead, and have deep conversations. So I grudgingly crossed that out of my book. And trekked on desperate, friggin desperate to have closure about this subject. When a board member (I honestly don’t remember who – post “that was me!” and I’ll edit this with your name) said “its funny that each test you take confirms you as the type you think you are at the time.” This struck true with me, because I know what the tests are looking for, and so it really isn’t hard to find the exact percentage of what type I am looking for. Even if it was completely unintentional.
So at this point, I simply did what people were suggesting from the beginning (but I hate being told what to do, and thus ignored them, foolishly albeit.) and looked over all the N types (Fuck Sensors. [[I don’t mean that in a bad way! I am just so…. NOT that. Lol sorry]]). And INTPs were way too… INFP-esque for me. I did glance over ENTP for a bit, but it didn’t really fit me in that they were too.. unstructured. I looked at INTJ, very quickly, and it actually caught my eye. Something about XNTJs… I’ve always been attracted to the aura of INTJS, and afraid of ENTJs. (TLM IS OUT TO GET ME PEOPLE – NOW YOU KNOW!!!!) I really liked INTJs, but the strangest thing was, and though I never tested as one officially, I clicked with not just the good, BUT THE BAD. It was the first type that when I looked at it I said “ok, when I am under stress, I AM like that.” Etc. And I was thinking about telling you guys, I researched it to the max, and INTJs while were not quite me, were the closest I had ever been to my true type. The main things I never got was the book fetish, and the inability to make human contact with the other homo sapiens naturally. And right before I went over to make my topic I saw a thread on google simply stating this: “Would intjs be ok if we were the only people on the planet?” And literally every damn person on the thread said “Yes. Why? Got plans ?” GODDAMN IT! This was not me. Fuck. I need people on the planet, though I get drained quickly, and typically find them obnoxious and in my way, I NEED them. I could not imagine a world without people, it would be truly nightmarish. So… With much hesitation, I googled “ENTJ…” and clicked on the first link.
Super galactic intellectual cluster fucking face palm moment was the only reaction I could compose myself to emit into the atmosphere as I read it. It IS ME. Down to the point. I never imagined to look over ENTJs, because, frankly, the only other ENTJs I have ever met in my life were extremely rude, and unnecessarily controlling. (under developed F tbh) so I essentially vowed to NEVER be that. But as I was reading it, every sentence was ringing true, after true, after true. No “well.. maybe, if I use my imagination.” No “well, no, but the rest makes sense so I’ll disregard this bit” Every sentence brought more truth to my eyes, and all the parts I didn’t agree I said “Sam, look at it AGAIN.” And I did… And would sigh” Ugh, yes. That’s me. I make hasty decisions (infp anyone?), and hate being told what to do (derp), and can be very overbearing and abrasive.” I don’t mean to be abrasive mind you guys, in fact, I would love it if everyone in the world loved me. But frankly? If you don’t love me that doesn’t affect me in that I would go out of my way for love. I strive for efficiency in any way I possibly can, and my Ti is pretty damn inferior (unfortunately, I think its why I don’t do as well as I could in school.). When I used to (and randomly still ) play this nerd fest MMORPG Runescape, there were two things everyone remarked about me. (And I saw in myself): My need for efficiency, I would do everything I could at the bank getting every possible thing I could get, foreseeing any problems I might run into, and then I would leave. Just so I wouldn’t have to come back. (Ironically I usually ended up forgetting something stupid like a spade/shovel.) I also was greatly attracted to Runescape for the vast community it brought, so much to learn about it; as my parents put me in a cramped and stinky Presbyterian World View Box, I used Runescape as my Extroverted way to meet people and feed my need for people. So much so, I became addicted to only meeting people online, and refused to meet IRL. Thus, leading me to believe I was an introvert. I have always been a very decision oriented person, no matter what the situation is; which drives my ENFP sister crazy. “Sam, wanna go driving?” “sure, where?” “I don’t know, just driving.” “No. That’s stupid.” I also crave my music on repeat, but I doubt that’s a J quality. I thought I was a P, honestly (I am embarrassed to say this) because I fucking hate alarm clocks. And I incorrectly insinuated alarm clocks as the controlling bastards that schedules are, and since I hated being controlled, I assumed I was an ENFP (hate being controlled, like it ain’t even possible.)… But really? I just hate that DONG DONG DONG DONG DONG of alarm clocks at 5:45 am. And I am aware that you can’t dissect an ENTJ strictly by I am E, N, T and J, so I must be ENTJ. Its more complicated than that, and I don’t mean to say that I am trying to do that.
By function: (mind you, these are going to be basic descriptions of them, as I am still new to the entire idea of taking cognitive functions into my thought process. I still don’t fully understand them, and so I will explain them, as I currently (and perhaps incorrectly) understand them.)
Te- The efficiency king. When I was a kid, I used to wake up way before anyone else, to make sure everything went smoothly on our road trips, I wouldn’t necessarily make lists for grocery shopping, but I would tell my mom “go down aisle 3, then the deli and then cut across aisle 16 to get to the vegetables. It’s the fastest.” My mom the entp would just go to like… aisle 89c where they sell Scandinavian dog food flavored peanut butter for infant babies. Drove me beyond crazy. But why I thought I was Ti for a bit, is if it’s a completely fun activity, I have learned to sit back and understand “ok, it doesn’t HAVE to be efficient. It can just be fun.” But I still cringe. When I applied for the Senior Receptionist position at my job, the main thing I promoted about myself, was my skill at making this efficient. Which is quite true, I am very good at it. However, I can meddle too much, and say perhaps say “well look, delete that 6 lines of pure semi colons in the code of the internet, just put one instead.” Meanwhile, the entire global internet crashes. ^^; loll. It’s true though. As I also already explained in Runescape, I’ve always seen efficiency as the best way to go… I don’t understand why you wouldn’t want to be efficient. Like, if you are an artist I certainly understand that you can’t rush that process, but when you’re driving? FOR REAL? Coming to a complete stop before making a right turn on a YIELD SIGN AT 1AM? Stopping and accelerating nonstop? Fool.”But yes… One thing that always got me in trouble, was my abruptness with cats and their pity parties. Whenever I see someone wallowing in some unnecessary pseudo woe is the world bull shit, I call them out. Not to be mean mind you you guys. I am trying to help, I honest to God am. But the way that I help is by saying one of two things: 1) that is valid, do what you need to do. But hurry. 2) That’s bullshit and you, me, and the bull that shit it all know it. Quick moping and get up, there is stuff to do. Derp. (Anyone remember the Matariki thread? I was honestly trying to help her, as I do like her as a person… But I really got this notion that she was just moping, for no reason. If she wanted to help herself, she needed to do something about it.) But also regarding that thread, I apologized because I really did come off way harsher than I meant to… Just found it relevant to the Te crap.
Ni- OH! I GET IT! Ok, not really. I don’t trust my Ni worth shit, (which is why I latched onto estp for a tad bit.) but I still use it plenty. And almost every time I don’t trust it, and choose to go through my logic channels, I regret not trusting my Ni. It’s honestly not wrong that often. But yes, I get Ni moments quite often. (They were described as the topic making no sense, than you read one tadbit, and it all makes sense. Correct? If so, this is definitely me. If not? Bullocks.) Although I do think I have a developed ne, even if my Ni is way more so not only in use, but developed.
Se- Flashy things, and shit. I believe someone said when you are stressed you 3rd function and 1st flip,is this correct? I believe it is at least, and it’s very true. When I don’t know what to do, or am stressed out I get very Se, I only not only see what is around me, but I get very.. impulsive and uncontrolled. I am OUT THERE, throwing myself every which way, trying to do damage control internally, while destroying the external world. I honestly don’t have any positive thoughts about this.
Fi- Eww. I hate feelings. My Fi is not only retarded, but retarded. (as in stupid/as in growth stunted.) Fi is when you get feelings/urges of something being right, and something being wrong. No. Do not want. I can’t stand Fi, and I can’t stand it when it takes over me (because I can recognize when it does.) It is very true in honestly… all aspects of my life, and is the one drawback I have at my job. People in my position must have very developed Fi/Fe to do well. I just do a great job of faking it… I think it’s why I am having an impossible time picking out a career, I mean dear lord, I have no idea what I want to do… I mean… Not really.
Now, the incorrect way to do it (But… I still feel like it needs to be done, so just bear with me.)
ENTJ,by letter.
E – Extrovert – Ok, so I always thought my whole life I was an introvert. But I came to realize this past bit ( too long to post, cbf. I’m tired.) that I couldn’t live without people. I have a very future oriented and vivid imagination (where I clicked with INFPs), but it all revolves around people. About people I am going to meet, new ways of life I will discover, etc. etc. When I was a child, being the only gay kid in my entire vicinity (some gay ones moved in during high school years) I obviously wasn’t well liked in the backwards community I lived in. But I still kept trying to make that connection with the inhabitants. Two of my birthday parties I had, in which I held much anticipation for (as contact with the outside world was/is very limited) and very few people showed up. A few years without a party, and I sucked it up and invited all my best friends in *high school.* And no one showed, though some class mates were nice enough to point out that no one goes to faggot’s parties. Because their gay. Hardee har har. See what they did there? -.- So I came with the presumption (ok more like a hasty judgment) that I hate social gatherings/parties etc. Which I do in that they are frivolous, but also just… Bad memories. Really bad memories. And pointless. So flipping pointless.
N – iNtuit – I really can’t say what exactly makes me so sure of myself being an N. It’s not like I think “EWWW S’s ARE GROSS AND NARROWMINDED!” Infact, I hate people who unnecessarily call S’s useless/common/stupid. If it wasn’t for Sensors to catch up all the details that the likes like me leave behind, the entire system would fall apart. But I am just very… Forward thinking, I see no need to dwell in the past, unless we can learn something valuable that will prevent mistakes in the future. I also have a extreme dislike for rules unless the benefit me (not really an N quality per se). I just… I can’t describe this one folks.
T – Thinking - Haha, I never thought I would type myself as a T. But I do. My reasoning? If I can be nice, I will. I have learned over the years people are so much more receptive to my ideas if I am kind, and amicable in presenting them. However, I can’t stand feelings. And when it really boils down to it, I am actually a lot more objective than I come across to other people. I value the definition and principle of something, its practicality of it, and how it will fit into my system. Whether or not it hurts peoples feelings? I don’t care. Not that I say it apathetically, but too much energy is spent making ideas people friendly. People need to learn to adapt, I can.
J – Judging – I kinda always knew I was a J. I am very self motivated, and schedule oriented. I am also never late for anything, but I really, really hate alarm clocks. (it’s a joke people…) I do have an order, things will go in a certain way. I tend however to be kind of messy, but there is still order. I make a joke with myself (when theres no one around to tell it to.) --- Someone comes into my room to drop off my socks. (me: ) “What are you doing???” “huh?” “YOU PUT THE MAGENTA SOCKS WITH THE MAGENTA SOCKS. THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?” “Ummm?” “The magenta socks go with the fuscia sweaters, and the you only put one sock per sweater. Retard. Who taught you to sort clothes. “
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Ok so it’s not really funny, in fact it kinda proves I’m a douchebag. IT’s more a humorous look at a very serious problem I have with controlling everything, as well as having everything ordered.
Ok, so that’s me. I am an ENTJ. The good, the bad, and the ugly of it. Now, with every fiber of my soul fighting against me, I type this with honesty: If you believe me to be a different type, I will submit to your opinion and check out that type. But I have looked over every type save for esfj, and isfp (no point), and this is the closest match. Hell, I even checked into ESTJ after I saw ENTJ. I would really LOVE your input. Am I yet another type? NO PEOPLE I AM NOT AN F. As I read for an ENTJ description: “ However, when ENTJs are scorned by others, they may feel a passionate devastation and a strong sense of loss that is seldom shared with others. However, this sense of loss and gloom generally lasts only a short period before they are ready to move on.” Is the extent of my feeling capabilities.
Thanks for reading this long post, I really do appreciate it. Any posts are extremely welcomed, such as “lmao I’m assuming you’re isfj next week?” “I knew this all along.” Or like… a negative rep with “no.” as the reason. I tend to get negative reps a lot… Lol.
Links for info on them:
http://www.mypersonality.info/personality-types/entj/
Click on that portal for your own links, I'm tired.
Thanks you guys
<33 Much love… If such can be said.
**Disclaimer: I would like to say any user names used in this post are not used in any malicious matter, and if it appears that way I apologize… But… It’s not.**
- And if you see any boxes in the text, I wrote this in Microsoft Word, so it turned all the smiley faces into boxes on here. Just... mentally replace it, I cbf.
Then a few months later, I decided to ask you guys what you thought. A couple of you named my as an ESFJ (trolling?
) but the vast majority of you said XNFP, saying that I was too wishy-washy, and too Fi powered to be an INFJ. I read into the INFP type, and again at first it didn’t fit me. I don’t understand people who get offended by everything everyone says (no offence to INFPs, and yes I realize that was a generalization.), nor do I see the point in win-win situations, people win, people lose. Fact of life. However, just as the INFJ dream made me a moralistic crusader who cared about people, so did the INFP dream make me an introspective person who was an excellent writer. Why the writer? Well at the time I was trying to write my autobiography, and hitting stumbling blocks, I couldn’t figure out how I wanted to do. I invented some pretty neat logic (faulty as hell though) stating why I was an INFP. That way, I figured, since I was an INFP I would have to be a great writer. Maybe I could get the ball rolling. I also really caught on with INFPs, on the remark I read on one description “They are familiar with the dark side of life, always glancing over their shoulder at the hell that awaits, should they fail their feelings.” That’s why I felt much of the time I was under *extreme stress.* Now, I never really was guilted into changing, but instead when the TYPE ME sub forum was put up, I figured “hell, why not?” Arby I believe suggested Extroversion, and at first I said “oh no, wat? EWW!” But I thought about it, and went over and read the ENFP description. Once again, it didn’t really fit me, but I determined since Arby and others are more knowledgeable about the subject than I, perhaps I really was an E. So I read it again and again, and forced it to fit me. I am really not ne, but more so I am simply fascinated by Ne, and so I wish to be encompassed by Ne, as to complete my MBTI arsenal. But what never clicked whatsoever with the ENFP was A) their rampant money failures (be responsible… please?), B) Not trustworthy (c’mon guys, you make a fucking promise. STICK TO IT. Or don’t make it. Don’t waste my time.), and C) Feely. (My ENFP sister is always saying “Sam, that hurts my feelings. Don’t be so cold!” DERP. YOU ASKED ME WHAT I THOUGHT. Herp.) So I decided to put myself on hiatus for the MBTI at the time, while I pondered it.The next phase, the ESTP phase was hardly a phase, as I was honestly never that serious about it. The INFJ and ENFP phases were the only ones where I really stuck with it. Now the ESTP I read into it, after glancing a topic name “The Doers” and that I honestly really clicked with. I can’t stand it when everyone is immobilized saying “but I don’t know what to do without hurting someone’s feelings
“ or such. C’mon, feelings can be mended with some chicken noodle soup for the soul and a Pomeranian shaped Snuggie. I really got with the cold, practical side of the ESTP. It was quite a diversion from the past NF dominated types, and I really did bond with it more. The reason why I say I wasn’t quite serious, was due to the fact that I was still very aware I would be completely wrong about it. I also really love sports, (hate basketball though. Don’t. Even. Start. Can’t stand it.) and my mom always said I was a natural athlete. Not really though, as my hand eye coordination is, well, less than ballin’. But what brought me away from the ESTP, was the fact that they refused to (with exceptions of course) think ahead, and have deep conversations. So I grudgingly crossed that out of my book. And trekked on desperate, friggin desperate to have closure about this subject. When a board member (I honestly don’t remember who – post “that was me!” and I’ll edit this with your name) said “its funny that each test you take confirms you as the type you think you are at the time.” This struck true with me, because I know what the tests are looking for, and so it really isn’t hard to find the exact percentage of what type I am looking for. Even if it was completely unintentional. So at this point, I simply did what people were suggesting from the beginning (but I hate being told what to do, and thus ignored them, foolishly albeit.) and looked over all the N types (Fuck Sensors. [[I don’t mean that in a bad way! I am just so…. NOT that. Lol sorry]]). And INTPs were way too… INFP-esque for me. I did glance over ENTP for a bit, but it didn’t really fit me in that they were too.. unstructured. I looked at INTJ, very quickly, and it actually caught my eye. Something about XNTJs… I’ve always been attracted to the aura of INTJS, and afraid of ENTJs. (TLM IS OUT TO GET ME PEOPLE – NOW YOU KNOW!!!!) I really liked INTJs, but the strangest thing was, and though I never tested as one officially, I clicked with not just the good, BUT THE BAD. It was the first type that when I looked at it I said “ok, when I am under stress, I AM like that.” Etc. And I was thinking about telling you guys, I researched it to the max, and INTJs while were not quite me, were the closest I had ever been to my true type. The main things I never got was the book fetish, and the inability to make human contact with the other homo sapiens naturally. And right before I went over to make my topic I saw a thread on google simply stating this: “Would intjs be ok if we were the only people on the planet?” And literally every damn person on the thread said “Yes. Why? Got plans ?” GODDAMN IT! This was not me. Fuck. I need people on the planet, though I get drained quickly, and typically find them obnoxious and in my way, I NEED them. I could not imagine a world without people, it would be truly nightmarish. So… With much hesitation, I googled “ENTJ…” and clicked on the first link.
Super galactic intellectual cluster fucking face palm moment was the only reaction I could compose myself to emit into the atmosphere as I read it. It IS ME. Down to the point. I never imagined to look over ENTJs, because, frankly, the only other ENTJs I have ever met in my life were extremely rude, and unnecessarily controlling. (under developed F tbh) so I essentially vowed to NEVER be that. But as I was reading it, every sentence was ringing true, after true, after true. No “well.. maybe, if I use my imagination.” No “well, no, but the rest makes sense so I’ll disregard this bit” Every sentence brought more truth to my eyes, and all the parts I didn’t agree I said “Sam, look at it AGAIN.” And I did… And would sigh” Ugh, yes. That’s me. I make hasty decisions (infp anyone?), and hate being told what to do (derp), and can be very overbearing and abrasive.” I don’t mean to be abrasive mind you guys, in fact, I would love it if everyone in the world loved me. But frankly? If you don’t love me that doesn’t affect me in that I would go out of my way for love. I strive for efficiency in any way I possibly can, and my Ti is pretty damn inferior (unfortunately, I think its why I don’t do as well as I could in school.). When I used to (and randomly still ) play this nerd fest MMORPG Runescape, there were two things everyone remarked about me. (And I saw in myself): My need for efficiency, I would do everything I could at the bank getting every possible thing I could get, foreseeing any problems I might run into, and then I would leave. Just so I wouldn’t have to come back. (Ironically I usually ended up forgetting something stupid like a spade/shovel.) I also was greatly attracted to Runescape for the vast community it brought, so much to learn about it; as my parents put me in a cramped and stinky Presbyterian World View Box, I used Runescape as my Extroverted way to meet people and feed my need for people. So much so, I became addicted to only meeting people online, and refused to meet IRL. Thus, leading me to believe I was an introvert. I have always been a very decision oriented person, no matter what the situation is; which drives my ENFP sister crazy. “Sam, wanna go driving?” “sure, where?” “I don’t know, just driving.” “No. That’s stupid.” I also crave my music on repeat, but I doubt that’s a J quality. I thought I was a P, honestly (I am embarrassed to say this) because I fucking hate alarm clocks. And I incorrectly insinuated alarm clocks as the controlling bastards that schedules are, and since I hated being controlled, I assumed I was an ENFP (hate being controlled, like it ain’t even possible.)… But really? I just hate that DONG DONG DONG DONG DONG of alarm clocks at 5:45 am. And I am aware that you can’t dissect an ENTJ strictly by I am E, N, T and J, so I must be ENTJ. Its more complicated than that, and I don’t mean to say that I am trying to do that.
By function: (mind you, these are going to be basic descriptions of them, as I am still new to the entire idea of taking cognitive functions into my thought process. I still don’t fully understand them, and so I will explain them, as I currently (and perhaps incorrectly) understand them.)
Te- The efficiency king. When I was a kid, I used to wake up way before anyone else, to make sure everything went smoothly on our road trips, I wouldn’t necessarily make lists for grocery shopping, but I would tell my mom “go down aisle 3, then the deli and then cut across aisle 16 to get to the vegetables. It’s the fastest.” My mom the entp would just go to like… aisle 89c where they sell Scandinavian dog food flavored peanut butter for infant babies. Drove me beyond crazy. But why I thought I was Ti for a bit, is if it’s a completely fun activity, I have learned to sit back and understand “ok, it doesn’t HAVE to be efficient. It can just be fun.” But I still cringe. When I applied for the Senior Receptionist position at my job, the main thing I promoted about myself, was my skill at making this efficient. Which is quite true, I am very good at it. However, I can meddle too much, and say perhaps say “well look, delete that 6 lines of pure semi colons in the code of the internet, just put one instead.” Meanwhile, the entire global internet crashes. ^^; loll. It’s true though. As I also already explained in Runescape, I’ve always seen efficiency as the best way to go… I don’t understand why you wouldn’t want to be efficient. Like, if you are an artist I certainly understand that you can’t rush that process, but when you’re driving? FOR REAL? Coming to a complete stop before making a right turn on a YIELD SIGN AT 1AM? Stopping and accelerating nonstop? Fool.”But yes… One thing that always got me in trouble, was my abruptness with cats and their pity parties. Whenever I see someone wallowing in some unnecessary pseudo woe is the world bull shit, I call them out. Not to be mean mind you you guys. I am trying to help, I honest to God am. But the way that I help is by saying one of two things: 1) that is valid, do what you need to do. But hurry. 2) That’s bullshit and you, me, and the bull that shit it all know it. Quick moping and get up, there is stuff to do. Derp. (Anyone remember the Matariki thread? I was honestly trying to help her, as I do like her as a person… But I really got this notion that she was just moping, for no reason. If she wanted to help herself, she needed to do something about it.) But also regarding that thread, I apologized because I really did come off way harsher than I meant to… Just found it relevant to the Te crap.
Ni- OH! I GET IT! Ok, not really. I don’t trust my Ni worth shit, (which is why I latched onto estp for a tad bit.) but I still use it plenty. And almost every time I don’t trust it, and choose to go through my logic channels, I regret not trusting my Ni. It’s honestly not wrong that often. But yes, I get Ni moments quite often. (They were described as the topic making no sense, than you read one tadbit, and it all makes sense. Correct? If so, this is definitely me. If not? Bullocks.) Although I do think I have a developed ne, even if my Ni is way more so not only in use, but developed.
Se- Flashy things, and shit. I believe someone said when you are stressed you 3rd function and 1st flip,is this correct? I believe it is at least, and it’s very true. When I don’t know what to do, or am stressed out I get very Se, I only not only see what is around me, but I get very.. impulsive and uncontrolled. I am OUT THERE, throwing myself every which way, trying to do damage control internally, while destroying the external world. I honestly don’t have any positive thoughts about this.
Fi- Eww. I hate feelings. My Fi is not only retarded, but retarded. (as in stupid/as in growth stunted.) Fi is when you get feelings/urges of something being right, and something being wrong. No. Do not want. I can’t stand Fi, and I can’t stand it when it takes over me (because I can recognize when it does.) It is very true in honestly… all aspects of my life, and is the one drawback I have at my job. People in my position must have very developed Fi/Fe to do well. I just do a great job of faking it… I think it’s why I am having an impossible time picking out a career, I mean dear lord, I have no idea what I want to do… I mean… Not really.
Now, the incorrect way to do it (But… I still feel like it needs to be done, so just bear with me.)
ENTJ,by letter.
E – Extrovert – Ok, so I always thought my whole life I was an introvert. But I came to realize this past bit ( too long to post, cbf. I’m tired.) that I couldn’t live without people. I have a very future oriented and vivid imagination (where I clicked with INFPs), but it all revolves around people. About people I am going to meet, new ways of life I will discover, etc. etc. When I was a child, being the only gay kid in my entire vicinity (some gay ones moved in during high school years) I obviously wasn’t well liked in the backwards community I lived in. But I still kept trying to make that connection with the inhabitants. Two of my birthday parties I had, in which I held much anticipation for (as contact with the outside world was/is very limited) and very few people showed up. A few years without a party, and I sucked it up and invited all my best friends in *high school.* And no one showed, though some class mates were nice enough to point out that no one goes to faggot’s parties. Because their gay. Hardee har har. See what they did there? -.- So I came with the presumption (ok more like a hasty judgment) that I hate social gatherings/parties etc. Which I do in that they are frivolous, but also just… Bad memories. Really bad memories. And pointless. So flipping pointless.
N – iNtuit – I really can’t say what exactly makes me so sure of myself being an N. It’s not like I think “EWWW S’s ARE GROSS AND NARROWMINDED!” Infact, I hate people who unnecessarily call S’s useless/common/stupid. If it wasn’t for Sensors to catch up all the details that the likes like me leave behind, the entire system would fall apart. But I am just very… Forward thinking, I see no need to dwell in the past, unless we can learn something valuable that will prevent mistakes in the future. I also have a extreme dislike for rules unless the benefit me (not really an N quality per se). I just… I can’t describe this one folks.
T – Thinking - Haha, I never thought I would type myself as a T. But I do. My reasoning? If I can be nice, I will. I have learned over the years people are so much more receptive to my ideas if I am kind, and amicable in presenting them. However, I can’t stand feelings. And when it really boils down to it, I am actually a lot more objective than I come across to other people. I value the definition and principle of something, its practicality of it, and how it will fit into my system. Whether or not it hurts peoples feelings? I don’t care. Not that I say it apathetically, but too much energy is spent making ideas people friendly. People need to learn to adapt, I can.
J – Judging – I kinda always knew I was a J. I am very self motivated, and schedule oriented. I am also never late for anything, but I really, really hate alarm clocks. (it’s a joke people…) I do have an order, things will go in a certain way. I tend however to be kind of messy, but there is still order. I make a joke with myself (when theres no one around to tell it to.) --- Someone comes into my room to drop off my socks. (me: ) “What are you doing???” “huh?” “YOU PUT THE MAGENTA SOCKS WITH THE MAGENTA SOCKS. THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?” “Ummm?” “The magenta socks go with the fuscia sweaters, and the you only put one sock per sweater. Retard. Who taught you to sort clothes. “
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Ok so it’s not really funny, in fact it kinda proves I’m a douchebag. IT’s more a humorous look at a very serious problem I have with controlling everything, as well as having everything ordered.
Ok, so that’s me. I am an ENTJ. The good, the bad, and the ugly of it. Now, with every fiber of my soul fighting against me, I type this with honesty: If you believe me to be a different type, I will submit to your opinion and check out that type. But I have looked over every type save for esfj, and isfp (no point), and this is the closest match. Hell, I even checked into ESTJ after I saw ENTJ. I would really LOVE your input. Am I yet another type? NO PEOPLE I AM NOT AN F. As I read for an ENTJ description: “ However, when ENTJs are scorned by others, they may feel a passionate devastation and a strong sense of loss that is seldom shared with others. However, this sense of loss and gloom generally lasts only a short period before they are ready to move on.” Is the extent of my feeling capabilities.
Thanks for reading this long post, I really do appreciate it. Any posts are extremely welcomed, such as “lmao I’m assuming you’re isfj next week?” “I knew this all along.” Or like… a negative rep with “no.” as the reason. I tend to get negative reps a lot… Lol.
Links for info on them:
http://www.mypersonality.info/personality-types/entj/
Click on that portal for your own links, I'm tired.
Thanks you guys
<33 Much love… If such can be said.**Disclaimer: I would like to say any user names used in this post are not used in any malicious matter, and if it appears that way I apologize… But… It’s not.**
- And if you see any boxes in the text, I wrote this in Microsoft Word, so it turned all the smiley faces into boxes on here. Just... mentally replace it, I cbf.
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