I think I have some decent understanding of my Ni because I have strongly associated with a visualization in my head. The Ni moves somewhat similar to a spider, though weaving incredibly intricate, 3-dimensional webs, connecting many different aspects of many different things in many different ways. I think because I have come to focus so intently on my intuition in my life, I grew up around an INTP, who had quite a strong Ti & Se, and other influences in my life, I am much more able to participate in the association between ideas, objects, symbols, etc. And I think by consciously desiring to, & working to, see, remember, & understand the connections between the different items, I am now better able to recognize the process as it happens, perhaps because I have attempted to practice Ne, or perhaps because I have attempted to 'see' what it is my brain is doing & has done, which has given me the ability TO actually see what it is doing & has done (& why).
I'm still not particularly coherent, I am still not very capable of expressing these understandings that I have achieved through (comprehensible) language, especially in a palatable & coherent way (perhaps a consequence of trying to force myself into my subconscious processes, an understanding somewhat irreconcilable with the vocabulary I know how to utilize & with my consciousness (even more difficult to express to other consciousnesses (especially those who do not have dom Ni))).
I'm still not particularly coherent, I am still not very capable of expressing these understandings that I have achieved through (comprehensible) language, especially in a palatable & coherent way (perhaps a consequence of trying to force myself into my subconscious processes, an understanding somewhat irreconcilable with the vocabulary I know how to utilize & with my consciousness (even more difficult to express to other consciousnesses (especially those who do not have dom Ni))).
