So I was pretty drunk last night at my friends surprize party. Naturally there were lots of hotties there. Not many stood out but a few did. I found myself staring at one in particular. Once I was done I got that all too familar "bitter-sweet" feeling from it. Like many emotional feelings for me, I can not completly discribe it. A little while later I was thinking about it, (which is really odd for me, with 8 beers in my system I shouldnt have been thinking at ALL cause alcohol shuts alot of things down for me) and I ended up texting myself this statement so I would not forget it: "Are jelousy and physical attraction that related and how bad of a thing is it? Does it mean i will never be satisfied?". I was trying to verbalize how I felt, and somehow I seemed to grab it pretty well, in a drunken state no less. Thoughs, comments, ideas?