how do you choose a longterm intimate relationship partner?
maybe it's a feeling you get about the person or when you're around the person that makes you decide to stick around with them on a longterm basis? maybe you decide based on a more pragmatic equation - someone you can get along and cooperate with even if you're not crazy about them? probably some combination of both, but if so, would you favour one method more than another?
which way of deciding on someone have you had the most success with?
(or... perhaps some completely different other way of choosing someone?)
With both of my Great loves - Love chose ME. No matter how hard I tried to ignore the feeling - it wouldn't go away.
I did not marry the first one, though. I married someone else and it was a mistake from the beginning. You may have heard me say this before - but I hesitated to walk down the aisle on my wedding day. My intuition told me it wasn't going to work. I ignored it. Sigh.... If I have any great regrets its that I married my first husband. Years later a psychiatrist I was seeing told me I married him because I knew he would never leave me. I am sincerely sorry I hurt him due to my own deeply ingrained fears.
I sat on the porch late into the night with my stepson Saturday talking about the vagaries of Love. I'll usually buy a pack of cigarettes and smoke and drink with him so he can pour out those aspects of himself he has no other to share with. This talk was precipitated due to his girlfriend here finding out about the new girlfriend over there in another state. He's only been with this new Girl 2 weekends and now Love has snared him. He was feeling bewildered and deeply ashamed of hurting the girlfriend here. Apparently he was seeing her less and less as he tried to work out his feelings about new Girl in the other state, when the girlfriend here saw a note. I assured him there is no way he can avoid hurting people when it comes to Love. He has a big heart. Girls are naturally going to love him.
This is his first time, though, to actually FALL in Love, and at first sight no less. He laughed at himself saying, "I thought Love at First Sight was bullshit! I used to tell other people that all the time and NOW look at me! Hahahahahahaha..."
It was such a pleasure for me to sit out there under the stars and help him sort through his pain and anguish and joy - all because Love had walked in through his door.
And you see he had to travel 1600 miles to meet his Love.
The same thing happened with me and his Dad. I moved over 1200 miles away when I met him and Love hit me like a hammer between the eyes.
My stepson kept asking me how did I know. Why does this happen. What can I do to avoid pain and hurt. And so on.
He told me he is worried he will never find Happiness....
I told him: You HAVE to go where your heart leads you and totally accept what happens. All of the joy. All of the pain. No hiding your head in the sand.
He's trying to help his girlfriend in any way that makes sense for her right now. She asked him if it would be all right if she contacted me to talk. He absolutely encouraged her to do this. When he worried about being a scumbag over his girlfriend here, I told him: Well - you could have just gotten mad at her and rejected her pain - couldn't you? Lot's of guys do that. They don't want to have to deal with the girl's pain and their shame - so they make a big fight and stink - so to avoid actually feeling the emotions. He slowly began to realize he is not scum after all and I could see the shame evaporating from his heart as we talked long into the night. .....it's times like these I realize my life is exquisitely beautiful....
I told my stepson he really has no control over Love whatsoever. After thinking about it - he agreed.
I hope this helps you in some way invisible.