Recent content by somethingpancake

I truly appreciate the support guys. This is so refreshing and uplifting...thank you!

Thanks guys!

muir, i hate myself for being in his debt. of course i plan on paying him back!

TheDaringHatTrick, Wow... thanks for sharing your thoughts. Makes so much sense.

Hey acd, I don't feel like i'm special or any better than anyone else in my family. I mean, we all have our own shortcomings and we all make mistakes. To be honest, i'm not sure what to expect from him... nor am i 100% sure what "normal" is anymore. Relationships in my family have always been...

So, there's someone in my family who has been talking badly about me, and my current situation, behind my back. Yes, i'm introverted, shy, and not the most social person in the world. I can deal with people not understanding that right away, but this person in my family has known me all my...

Thanks for the feedback guys! It's much appreciated :)

I think we've already established the fact that men and women are in fact people. There was no need to attempt a fix, but thanks anyway! :p "Men and Women are equal" is exactly what I meant to say.

Men and Women are equal.

Nixie I agree with the inner critic, and i'm trying really hard to learn to understand and tame it. I'm also still trying to "find myself", so there's a lot of constant questions, insecurities, doubts, and stress currently translating as anxiety. I'm aware facing certain sticky situations...

Thanks for the advice guys!

I am pretty insecure about it actually lol. I just feel that by going there, I would only see my grandfather for a few minutes and spend the rest of the day with people who aren't genuine and dont respect me. I already have enough social anxiety to deal with being at parties with people I like...

CrazyBeautiful He's alright. We mostly talk about politics and stuff. He never acts like a douche with me and he's helped me out financially when needed, but i've heard he talks negatively about me behind my back as well. Public image is very important to him. He's not an evil person at heart...

So there's this party thrown by my grandfather's girlfriend's daughters. It's this Saturday and I really don't want to go. The thing is that my grandfather's girlfriend is really nice and all, but her daughters, especially one of them, really gives off negative vibes towards me. In fact, my...

I'm starting to get a bit back into writing and came up with this a few days ago. It's loosely based on myself and the way I feel at times. Writing this surprisingly turned out to be great therapy! I'll be doing this way more now. Anyways, let me know what you guys think...