I rehearse in my wake how i will react. however if i have to call someone out on their shit, it just turns into blind rage for me. I usually have no idea what i have said or done, just that I have this overwhelming need to purge. I've burnt many bridges in a blind rage, that was due to me patiently awaiting someone to tell me about something that i "sensed". these people are usually really offended by being called out, because they do not have a clue how i could have known. Then it becomes them offensive and do or say something that makes it feel like they think i am stupid, or crazy, or whatever lol. Now i'm rambling.
However, that is an interesting theory on faith. I need to have more faith in myself, and I am working on that. maybe some day
