Wow! If there ever was a sign, I'd say that's one for sure. I'm so sorry to hear that about your son, my heart is hurting for you. I am glad that you have found such a positive message though. It really is a beautiful painting. That is very right, there is always a new beginning.
OK, so I guess it's not your avatar, it's whatever your normal picture is idk, it's just interesting. It makes me feel like the person is strugglling to escape from something and stay anonymous at the same time.