Recent content by ashclayy

Story of my freaking life. I'm never satisfied completely because I always feel guilty about being satisfied!! URGG! I tear up when I speak of something deep in meaning to me. What I say is 90% deep. I find myself stopping what I am saying because of the embarrassment of tearing up! These two...

When you are at a family gathering with family you haven't seen in a long time. You tend to be quiet not because you are shy, but because you feel everyone in the room and it is overwhelming. My family thinks I am rude. I am NOT rude! I just am overwhelmed. Or when you see a friend you...

When you are a completely nice and tolerant person; That is until someone pushes too many of your buttons. I'll be really nice and too understanding until I feel like I am being taken advantage of. The claws come out and I will cut you with my words.

I do this all the time... Only I am dating an extrovert. He gets so frustrated with me because I sleep quite a lot... Sleep is good.... Sleep is very good indeed.... ;)

First let me start of by saying I have never been on antidepressants. I have, however, been through bouts of depression. In my mind, when I am depressed, I know that I didn't get that way spontaneously. I know there has to be something I am doing in my daily life to cause that depression. I know...

Thank you for all the replies! Last night Ivagrey's posts really made things click for me. It turns out my frustration and emotional emptiness was due to me not understanding my boyfriend very well. It didn't make sense to me why material items meant so much to him and how he could just...

When you think so intensely about something for hours and then become brain dead to anything else. That happened to this girl this morning. I was thinking so hard since early this morning that I came to work and forgot how to do something I do every day. That is so not like me at all!!! I guess...

You are so right!!! I have a hard time enjoying the sex because I feel like it's not meaningful enough and doesn't deserve my enjoyment. I forget that there are so many other ways to look at the world instead of just though my lense. To him sex and pleasure does mean something to him. I need to...

Hey all, I have been dating an ESTP for 3 and a half years now. It has been interesting to say the least. My boyfriend is a really fast talker, a doer, and need results immediately. "NOW NOW NOW" is his motto. He seems to have interests that are in and out the door in such a short amount of...

Quiet, Weird, sassy :P

This is very accurate for me. I am not one to bark.. If you make me mad I will go straight to bite mode. If you make me really mad, I will continue to gnaw on your leg until I feel as if I have sliced up your soul enough. It's best to back down and not appear tough when arguing with me. I am...

Oh my gosh I just laughed so hard XD

Thanks! I have been dating a wonderful man for almost 4 years now. I have my struggles finding connection at times and seem to be very harsh to him. I find that I have come a long way in 4 years with him. I am thankful that he stayed by my side because he really shouldn't have. I don't have the...

I am not sure if I am posting this in the right area or not. If it needs to be moved then please do so. I find that the most common argument among myself and my boyfriend is my sleeping habits. I am not a late owl and find that staying up late is boring and non stimulating. I don't see a...

You're dead on. I started to self destruct. I have never been hurt like that ever before and if I think about it, even now I still feel the horrible pain. I guess I never did "lose" my intuition. I did lose a huge chunk of my inner core though. I lost my imagination. I think that was the major...