Too happy to care

[foureyes]

I was thinking back on the happiest times of my life and I realised that they all were times when I was so happy, I didn't care what other people were thinking about me. Like I could see them making their obvious negative judgements about me but I was so happy it didn't matter. I didn't care. I was completely uninhibited. and The sight of all those people talking about me and being disapproving just added to my happiness because it made me realise, that what other people think doesn't matter I'm happiest with out them, the times I just let myslef be free.
So I was wondering if other Fis in particular can relate to what I mean?

 

[myst]

The times I remember being happiest were when I was falling in love. Then i felt like the negative judgments people might have about me weren't that bad. I mean I felt like people probably accepted me more than I usually expect them to do.