Last month I finally lost it! After a year of working around teens, enduring racist, sexist, commentary and dodging inappropriate elders I up and lost my temper!
My Se inferior function stepped in and said That’s enough! It’s time to roar! And I found myself lashing out and making a huge scene at my burger joint job and snapped on my manager telling her I was going to take a 2 weeks notice. I message her on the work app and apologize telling her I wanted to remove the 2 Weeks Notice, but being the childish, power tripping 30-something that she is, she left a voicemail claiming that I threatened her and that my time was up at my job.
I knew she was a snake. She had some hidden jealousy for me all along and me being an INFJ, I knew it. It made her uncomfortable knowing that customers and co owner of the company favored me. Now that he’s gone, she’s shown her true colors. All my hard work was in vain...
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? I don’t feel sorry at all for how my Se showed up because it helped move me in another direction. Yes I’m unemployed and yes felt like I had an out of body experience going off like that, but it know that I’m no longer restricted is liberating.
•I’ve gotten off the hamster wheel of being at a job that I hate
•I up and left community college
•I’m now involved in meditation and doing meet up groups talking about The Subconscious Mind
•I’m throwing ideas at the wall deciding who I want to be in my life
•I’m thinking about doing cosmetology
• my Se also has me thinking about bar tending
What the hell am I doing?
Where am I going?
Where is my Se taking me to better yet, where is life taking me?
I read in this article that Se starts showing out when INFJs enter early adulthood. Can anyone INFJ or not relate to this?
https://personalityjunkie.com/the-infj/
My Se inferior function stepped in and said That’s enough! It’s time to roar! And I found myself lashing out and making a huge scene at my burger joint job and snapped on my manager telling her I was going to take a 2 weeks notice. I message her on the work app and apologize telling her I wanted to remove the 2 Weeks Notice, but being the childish, power tripping 30-something that she is, she left a voicemail claiming that I threatened her and that my time was up at my job.
I knew she was a snake. She had some hidden jealousy for me all along and me being an INFJ, I knew it. It made her uncomfortable knowing that customers and co owner of the company favored me. Now that he’s gone, she’s shown her true colors. All my hard work was in vain...
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? I don’t feel sorry at all for how my Se showed up because it helped move me in another direction. Yes I’m unemployed and yes felt like I had an out of body experience going off like that, but it know that I’m no longer restricted is liberating.
•I’ve gotten off the hamster wheel of being at a job that I hate
•I up and left community college
•I’m now involved in meditation and doing meet up groups talking about The Subconscious Mind
•I’m throwing ideas at the wall deciding who I want to be in my life
•I’m thinking about doing cosmetology
• my Se also has me thinking about bar tending
What the hell am I doing?
Where am I going?
Where is my Se taking me to better yet, where is life taking me?
I read in this article that Se starts showing out when INFJs enter early adulthood. Can anyone INFJ or not relate to this?
https://personalityjunkie.com/the-infj/
