ever wonder whether you really exist?

Of course I'm real.

The rest of you though, are much too simplistic to be real, or of my design.

So that begs the question, who else is real, and why is s/he doing such things?

 

I used to.

Edit: Oh then the Matrix came out and it became cool to think the world wasn't real.

 

Edited.

 

Not at all.

A seperate reality which was assumed to be 'the real world' would have no more a basis to be called the real world and wouldn't feel any more real.

Unless truly living involves something else, something beyond our reach which is entirely different to life now..without limits... or with more...

In which case, you can't miss what you don't know, and who is to say that the true reality isn't beyond human understanding and 'true' life would destroy us if we had but one taste of it?

 

I believe that i am real because i am living in real world. No i never felt like that you mentioned above. World can't swallow me, but yes some negative energy tries to push me back.

 

I used to wonder this a whole lot more than I do nowadays. I think after you push the boundaries of human perception enough times things just make sense and I stop asking questions about certain things.

Never had the feeling of being swallowed hole, but on a handfull of times I felt like the earth wasn't going to hold me with its gravity and I was going to fly off into space. Scary shit.

 

Things like am I real? Is there a plan? Is there a god? What comes after? Why?

I don't know everything, but I focused on those questions pretty hard here and there in the past 15 years. I still contemplate certain things but some things you just come to accept an understanding of.

 

Sometimes when i wake up in morning, i feel i am having thoughts like this: You will fail and you will not able to make up so. You don't deserve anything. You will lost things and so...

then i have to do something for this.

 

Yes.

 

Why should it?

 

But can you change it?

 

I think Chazz, you underestimate the urge of the INTP to understand.

I mean, put it this way...

Lets say you walk along an empty road each day...and from the way your footsteps reverberate, you know it's hollow.

Now say, you had the smallest inkling, through observation, that something was down there, be it horrifying or spectacular...

There is no way to get there, you can't change it...

But wouldn't it just kill you not knowing?