OK INFJ's I know you can't read her mind or look in a crystal ball I just need some advice here.
(BTW She claims to have tested INFJ and I know I tested ENTP)
Fade to black or be patient?
I met an INFJ through a mutual friend about a month ago. The friend said we would be like two peas in a pod and they were RIGHT!
We began talking via text because I was travelling and we covered a lot of ground (both older in 40's second marriage) like home life, past traumas, sex, religion, etc. She also established some boundaries with her kids etc. and actually I liked them and implemented the same with my kids in reverse. We also talked on the phone numerous times.
When I got back in town we had a dinner date and I thought it was awesome. No physical contact as we both have a strong Christian Faith.
I have never met someone I have had so much fun talking to. Yes she's beautiful but that faded away after the first date because the connection took front and center.
We talked and texted more and the following week had a lunch date with afternoon plans. At lunch she told me she just wants to be friends. She said she didn't know why because I checked all her boxes including being very handsome but there was no attraction for her. She said she would understand if I didn't want to do the afternoon activity. I said no friends is fine. You can't force attraction and if it's not there...it's not there.
(I said friends is fine because for me it is a starting point. Be friends first and then see what develops.)
She said she still wanted to do several of the activities we had talked about (one in particular) which struck me as a little odd because some of those activities especially that one she referenced is something you would probably do with a close friend/relationship not a casual friend? But then again I don't think INFJ's have casual friends.
The next week the texting was very minimal but I know she was also very, very busy and on top of that needs her decompression time.
This week she called me and we spoke for 2.5 hours on the phone. Again about vulnerable stuff....not the weather. I told her I thought she was one hell of a cool person and I really enjoyed talking to her.
Last night we got ice cream and now I'm confused. Every micro-expression I got from her was making me feel she didn't even want to be friends but fade to black. Now verbally she talked about something I was dealing with saying "Don't worry about forgetting. I'll keep reminding you." So her words were indicating continued friendship but her body language told me end of the line even as friends.
So I stared at the ceiling all night (not literally but several hours) thinking about all the articles I had read in the past three weeks caring for an INFJ and what I felt about the non-verbal cues I was getting.
1. Numerous articles say be patient. Healthy INFJ's > %90 of the time prefer to be friends first and it takes time for them to feel safe enough to open up. She's already opened up with a lot of vulnerable things about herself or is the article referring to feeling safe to open up to an emotional relationship thus she "doesn't have feelings for me" because she hasn't opened up yet?
1a. I also thought she might be testing me to see if I'm a player or if I'll reject her. If she is I think it's a sub-conscious fearful thing (abusive marriage) not an intentional / unhealthy mind game.
1b. One article in particular states "We Need to Know You Want Us"....again sub-consciously she might be testing those waters????
2. Several of these articles also point out they need us to make the first moves and or check in on them. I'm fine with this but if she wants me to go away I don't want to be that guy that can't take a hint. BTW when I know she is in decompression time I text her things that don't demand a response like howdy, just thinking of you, hope you have a good day, goodnight etc. I wasn't planning on texting her today which won't raise any eyebrows as that has happened before. If I also don't text her tomorrow then that will be a new pattern and I'm sure she'll notice.....and in typing this I just thought of two hints she *MAY* have dropped last night.
2a. She mentioned which church service she will be at Sunday as there are multiple times.
2b. During one of our conversations we talked about a movie night and my place is kinda messy as I'm doing a room remodel. I sent her a picture and she laughed and said yeah that's about what mine looks like. I busted butt to get the remodel finish and get the house cleaned. The past week or so she has been doing (according to her own reports) house organizing. Last night she mentioned wanting to really get on her house organizing this weekend. (No kids this weekend) She flat out said I don't know why I didn't care about it last year but I do this year and I want to get it done. I take what she says as the truth. I don't think INFJ's mess around with hints like "I need to rearrange my sock drawer."
2c. She mentioned last night getting her out is a difficulty. Once she is out she says she has fun it's just that first step.
3. She's giving me the time of day. Almost every article I read said something along the lines of "if the INFJ is talking to you it's because you fit in the plan somewhere." Otherwise they would drop you soooo fast. She's also made some recommendation for things she's observed in me so my counselor and I are exploring those observations.
4. I saw a video on YouTube explaining INFJ's trust and saying I love you. Basically they already made a trust assessment from the first encounter and at least this person said if they never have to say the I love you words fine but their actions will be to love you to the moon and back.
5. Friend hugs. Several of the articles mentioned hugs. Always give the INFJ a hug and likely you'll have to be the one to initiate and likely it'll be awkward at first Don't stop.. I had determined to giver her the upper body friend hug last night but again her body language told me no go....perhaps I'm just over analyzing?
I read on another thread here (https://www.infjs.com/threads/help-me-with-infj-relationships.34589/) about the hot / cold thing. I haven't seen that yet but I'll consider myself forewarned that if I do see it and fade to black.
If I had to make a decision without any additional input after writing this (cathartic) I feel I should be patient.
Last night I was thinking fade to black.
Am I foolishly talking myself into being patient because I have higher hopes?
(BTW She claims to have tested INFJ and I know I tested ENTP)
Fade to black or be patient?
I met an INFJ through a mutual friend about a month ago. The friend said we would be like two peas in a pod and they were RIGHT!
We began talking via text because I was travelling and we covered a lot of ground (both older in 40's second marriage) like home life, past traumas, sex, religion, etc. She also established some boundaries with her kids etc. and actually I liked them and implemented the same with my kids in reverse. We also talked on the phone numerous times.
When I got back in town we had a dinner date and I thought it was awesome. No physical contact as we both have a strong Christian Faith.
I have never met someone I have had so much fun talking to. Yes she's beautiful but that faded away after the first date because the connection took front and center.
We talked and texted more and the following week had a lunch date with afternoon plans. At lunch she told me she just wants to be friends. She said she didn't know why because I checked all her boxes including being very handsome but there was no attraction for her. She said she would understand if I didn't want to do the afternoon activity. I said no friends is fine. You can't force attraction and if it's not there...it's not there.
(I said friends is fine because for me it is a starting point. Be friends first and then see what develops.)
She said she still wanted to do several of the activities we had talked about (one in particular) which struck me as a little odd because some of those activities especially that one she referenced is something you would probably do with a close friend/relationship not a casual friend? But then again I don't think INFJ's have casual friends.
The next week the texting was very minimal but I know she was also very, very busy and on top of that needs her decompression time.
This week she called me and we spoke for 2.5 hours on the phone. Again about vulnerable stuff....not the weather. I told her I thought she was one hell of a cool person and I really enjoyed talking to her.
Last night we got ice cream and now I'm confused. Every micro-expression I got from her was making me feel she didn't even want to be friends but fade to black. Now verbally she talked about something I was dealing with saying "Don't worry about forgetting. I'll keep reminding you." So her words were indicating continued friendship but her body language told me end of the line even as friends.
So I stared at the ceiling all night (not literally but several hours) thinking about all the articles I had read in the past three weeks caring for an INFJ and what I felt about the non-verbal cues I was getting.
1. Numerous articles say be patient. Healthy INFJ's > %90 of the time prefer to be friends first and it takes time for them to feel safe enough to open up. She's already opened up with a lot of vulnerable things about herself or is the article referring to feeling safe to open up to an emotional relationship thus she "doesn't have feelings for me" because she hasn't opened up yet?
1a. I also thought she might be testing me to see if I'm a player or if I'll reject her. If she is I think it's a sub-conscious fearful thing (abusive marriage) not an intentional / unhealthy mind game.
1b. One article in particular states "We Need to Know You Want Us"....again sub-consciously she might be testing those waters????
2. Several of these articles also point out they need us to make the first moves and or check in on them. I'm fine with this but if she wants me to go away I don't want to be that guy that can't take a hint. BTW when I know she is in decompression time I text her things that don't demand a response like howdy, just thinking of you, hope you have a good day, goodnight etc. I wasn't planning on texting her today which won't raise any eyebrows as that has happened before. If I also don't text her tomorrow then that will be a new pattern and I'm sure she'll notice.....and in typing this I just thought of two hints she *MAY* have dropped last night.
2a. She mentioned which church service she will be at Sunday as there are multiple times.
2b. During one of our conversations we talked about a movie night and my place is kinda messy as I'm doing a room remodel. I sent her a picture and she laughed and said yeah that's about what mine looks like. I busted butt to get the remodel finish and get the house cleaned. The past week or so she has been doing (according to her own reports) house organizing. Last night she mentioned wanting to really get on her house organizing this weekend. (No kids this weekend) She flat out said I don't know why I didn't care about it last year but I do this year and I want to get it done. I take what she says as the truth. I don't think INFJ's mess around with hints like "I need to rearrange my sock drawer."
2c. She mentioned last night getting her out is a difficulty. Once she is out she says she has fun it's just that first step.
3. She's giving me the time of day. Almost every article I read said something along the lines of "if the INFJ is talking to you it's because you fit in the plan somewhere." Otherwise they would drop you soooo fast. She's also made some recommendation for things she's observed in me so my counselor and I are exploring those observations.
4. I saw a video on YouTube explaining INFJ's trust and saying I love you. Basically they already made a trust assessment from the first encounter and at least this person said if they never have to say the I love you words fine but their actions will be to love you to the moon and back.
5. Friend hugs. Several of the articles mentioned hugs. Always give the INFJ a hug and likely you'll have to be the one to initiate and likely it'll be awkward at first Don't stop.. I had determined to giver her the upper body friend hug last night but again her body language told me no go....perhaps I'm just over analyzing?
I read on another thread here (https://www.infjs.com/threads/help-me-with-infj-relationships.34589/) about the hot / cold thing. I haven't seen that yet but I'll consider myself forewarned that if I do see it and fade to black.
If I had to make a decision without any additional input after writing this (cathartic) I feel I should be patient.
Last night I was thinking fade to black.
Am I foolishly talking myself into being patient because I have higher hopes?