beaze
Regular Poster
- MBTI
- INFJ
- Enneagram
- 5 er..8,6?
Do you ever feel wholly blank?
I can equate this to “the great round” study of the mandala, as “the void”.
I have no opinions on anything that I feel particularly keen on sharing, I have no specific wants/needs/desires/fears.
I feel calm and peaceful, and blank. Open, observant, listening, and that’s all I want to do or be, I don’t want to influence anything in anyway. If I have a want it’s to reflect and read and watch, but watch the world not watch tv or anything. I don’t even feel compelled to listen to music, as I normally do.
I also feel a bit tired and I lack motivation to cook or clean but I will do it - begrudgingly, because I know I am supposed to, and I get hungry and while I sit in my blankness, I want to have clear space.
How would you understand the origins of this type of feeling? Have you had this before? What do you think of it?
I can equate this to “the great round” study of the mandala, as “the void”.
I have no opinions on anything that I feel particularly keen on sharing, I have no specific wants/needs/desires/fears.
I feel calm and peaceful, and blank. Open, observant, listening, and that’s all I want to do or be, I don’t want to influence anything in anyway. If I have a want it’s to reflect and read and watch, but watch the world not watch tv or anything. I don’t even feel compelled to listen to music, as I normally do.
I also feel a bit tired and I lack motivation to cook or clean but I will do it - begrudgingly, because I know I am supposed to, and I get hungry and while I sit in my blankness, I want to have clear space.
How would you understand the origins of this type of feeling? Have you had this before? What do you think of it?
