subwayrider

Wassup mayn. Glad to see you around. Just took a little break whilst transitioning my life around. How are things?

I bought several cheap indie games over the Steam summer sale that I've played sparingly.

They re-released Final Fantasy 7 over Steam as well and I didn't buy it at first because I wasn't sure if I wanted to replay it for nostalgic purposes or not, but then it went on sale so I had to buy it. lol

Mostly I've been playing the recently released free to play MMOARPG Marvel Heroes.

Hi

I got your message. Not sure what it is you are referring to though. Could you please explain a bit further?

Cheers

muir

The "playing hard to get" thing did cross my mind at one point, or maybe she was wanting a better set-up to being asked out. I don't have time for such things right now though. I think she's definitely a person worth pursuing, but there's too much on my plate. Though if I see her again, I'd still talk to her.

After reading your post in my blog, I would agree that her answer was ultimately a "no." It was strange, because she seemed to be giving off vibes of attraction, but it was hard to tell because A) she's a cashier and B) that could have just been her personality. Maybe she did like me, but wanted to keep a cautious distance. Anyways, I think I'll take a break from going to that store for a while, it's not worth the frustration. Besides, who knows what her co-workers are saying. D: I can sleep easy knowing I at least tried.

Good thanks, how you getting on?

This is the second time you tell me this. I value sisterhood very much and so I am feeling somewhat honored.
Also, you're allowed to give me a hug if you feel so compelled to. I would digitally reciprocate

The thing about ENFJs for me is probably how similar they are but have the ability to be more social and display excellent people skills/confidence, whereas I tend to fumble when my energy is out of whack. They're the type I wish I was, and I hold strong admiration for them (and a little jealousy).

As for dating, I don't think it's hard if you're with the right person (and really, any enjoyment in a social situation depends on the people you are with). If I'm feeling really good, I could start conversation with anyone; otherwise, it would depend on their personality and if I feel comfortable around them. I suffer from some insecurity as well and tend to push away people. I'm not even sure why this occurs, but I suspect it stems from a fear of failure/humiliation/loss. Being a sort of perfectionist, I put a lot of pressure on myself to make the best of anything, and in relationships this could be damaging because I'm focusing too hard to pleasing and not, well, relating. Like my current situation with H, I found that I'm actually sabotaging myself and instead of taking more opportunity to talk to her, I hid. And now I am at the point where I wonder if I missed my chance on actually hitting something off, if only I had been more cool and upfront.

There's a certain pressures when it comes to relationships, pressures to be in one so as to not be alone; to show that you are desirable; to show off to others; perhaps more. The first one tends to be the biggest reason why people struggle starting relationships, because they're not thinking about the relating aspect, they're trying to fill a void. On the other hand, people who take the time to develop something don't want to be friend-zoned. But I think if you can only act like a friend around someone, then that's all it will ever be. You'll know when you've met someone truly worth sharing yourself with, when it comes easy and naturally. The tricky part is finding that person.

About what you read in the Bible, seriously? I had no idea. I would think that, in principle, so long as it's not done in a disrespectful way, it should be alright.
Anyway... know that feel.
Oh, and late reply, sorry. But a fellowship in this case is basically just when a group of people meet up to pray together and for each other and discuss the teachings and life. The church I'm at has different groups divided by age and language.
Howzit been going? You have been blogging a lot recently!

Hi, I'm doing much better than I have been in a while, yourself?

The 5th book is a close second. Books 3 and 6 are my favourite.
Movie-wise, they left far too much out in book 5 for my liking. Especially the locket.

Haha, just helped myself to some healthy soup and tea last night... at least the flu is progressing to its final stages?!? =P x) Yes, that is correct that I changed my username. Pity, I too have a setback and have to confront harsh reality. I have to hit the ground running from here, sorta... ~

I hope so.

Hey. =P Actually, I might be coming down with a flu =[ How are you?

Not a whole lot. Reading and playing games mostly. Good to see you again though. You were away for quite awhile. I hope you've been well.

I feel ya. A few other members, my self included at one point, expressed desire to leave the forums. Honestly though, I really like it here and there's some great talk and friends that have been made - with more to come I suspect.

As far as relationships go, I really don't know about my ideal match using MBTI (though I believe ENFJs and I get along very well); I just kinda know when I like a girl and desire to talk to her more... it usually comes from her personality and if I feel comfortable enough to be myself around her, and we enjoy each other's company. It doesn't mean it's always going to work out; I've had dates with girls whom I first thought things would hit off but end up not panning out. Dating is hard, and mostly trial and error. I haven't been in a long, loving relationship ever though. It's one of the things I desire the most.

It's good to see you're around again.

Hi, baby. Lonely. I have thought of texting you. Glad to see you. I haven't been here much. how is your life?

Just lulz

Omg lol me too! I joined a fellowship LOL. It's helped immensely. Are there group activities like that where you've been looking around too?

Thrown into a whirlwind lately. Trying to find a new apartment to live before Sept 1st, or I am stuck at my current residence; dealing with illness in the family and trying to be supportive; keeping up with work at the office; and trying to create a love-life of some kind. ^^ So pretty busy. How have you been? Haven't seen you around in a while, you were on holiday right?

I rarely venture here anymore.