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I do the same as mentioned by some, that I shun all contact even from family. I go into a deep state of hermit-osis followed by pondering the darker things and struggle if going forward is the right idea. Does anyone in these cycles perminently shed friendships? I know I have over and over...

That's an interesting perspective. If I were to use logic (which granted isn't my #1), to bring something to conclusion that you never see any future, hope or improvement - is that not in a way logical? I ask because yes, it may be based in the deep emotional recesses of the mind but there is a...

Speaking for myself, comfort is a big factor. Living like a poor church mouse would be difficult even with the best relationship out there. When you have no security or future from a material standpoint, after exhausting all other options to change the situation I would leave. It is a balancing...

I saw the thread about Nihilistic Suicide. I debated about answering in that thread or starting a new one. I chose to start a new one on the basis that I don't want to deal with Nihilism per se, instead literal suicide and where it falls into the ethics and values of our worlds. I've strugged...

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I really have been wanting to offer some thoughts on this thread today. Sadly, only until now with my workday over do I have the appropiate time to say what I've been thinking all day. LostINFJ, I completely empathize with you. I relate so strongly to how you felt. I was nearly moved to tears...

I tend to fall in the viewpoint that duping something into biting on a metal hook then yanking them out of the water - that's horrible. If a fisherperson wants to impress me do it with spear. Something a little more time honored there and working to catch your food instead of lazily sitting in...

Don't get me wrong, I find Paris Hilton vile as the rest mentioned in my earlier post. For the same reasons as well. That said, I have to grudgingly admit some admiration to her on one level. That she's been able to make a career out of doing absolutely nothing. She's made bank on just showing...

Catwoman is pretty scary. Sad thing is her perception is so warped, she thinks she's attractive and enjoys the attention. As for me, I find pop culture ugly. Its designed to alter perceptions. Its a barrage of trash and complete triviality in the larger scope of humanity. The phony people who...

Great posting! I completely understand where you are coming from. With close friendships, I got to know them so well and in two or three cases it got so confusing. I loved them so strongly it was just so, complicated. I have the issue of I tend to project what I'm feeling no matter what. Even...

Thanks for the reputation point. :)

Ok, excuse my thickheadedness then. Some forms of humor escape me.

I find more silently staring into their eyes. Getting lost inside the their mind. Feeling ever tiny grain of energy inside and outside of them. Of course, they have to let me into the deep recesses. Then, I feel completely and utterly connected as if one being, both of us fused together.

I hate living in a world where people create nasty passive aggressive comments toward anyone. I understand as people, its going to happen. I still hate it though. It made me feel judged for just drawing breath. (sorry for the hijack, I just had to say this)